I need a listening ear. :( Will you?

A non-stop period of working for 8 months continuously really strained me out, I really started to feel very restless especially today! I really stoned for a few hours infront of my screen in the early morning, did some leg massage and back to office to stone... After lunch, my colleague and I decided to go play wii.. OMG.. Even if I'm playing wii, I feel like a nut with only the shell. My heart was not even there. -.-

Inspired by Joseph, hee! Manage alone with something bigger than what you can handle.

I forced myself to work at around 2.45pm.. At least I managed to do something.. Sigh. My 'battery' is running low. I need to replenish myself!!! 


Though, almost 90% of my events for this month has ending.. However, there are still admin stuff to do in order to 'close the case'. OMG. Sighs, I hope to be able to breathe from mid of August. -.- 


Tomorrow working again. :( So sad-ed. No motivation.. I just want to vent it out. I seriously VERY TIRED and EXHAUSTED!!! Hais... Self motivation ba.. JIAYOU!

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I want to turn hateness into LOVE! :(

Everything has it's two sides, how true... My sister has changed our internet connection to wireless, which means I can use Internet through wifi. But, my sis asked to lend her my itouch whenever I not using. I don't like the idea at all. She is someone who don't know when to stop, I just afraid she will spoil my things. Worse come to worse, her desktop is down, she used my laptop now. And she brought it to the bedroom. Which means she will use it overnight, SHIT it!!! I scared that my laptop will get burnt! I just brought it see a doctor last wednesday. -.- sighs. Why things that are mine dont seem to be mine!!! HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANT TO BITE SOMETHING TOO!! *angry*

But anyway, I still feel sad for not visiting suyi and cute cute joycia!!! [>.<] went to renna's home for home visit! But the member that we want to home visit is Linda! Lol! Nice meihui bought me milk tea while waiting for Linda! We dialogued before we did our evening gongyo. Each visit to renna's house, I always have something to eat!!! Hee! Went off after that! Trained together with meihui, I dropped off at tampines while she dropped at expo. ^^

On my way to tsc... I so good girl, go for planning. Jiahao was already there, I thought Wongli will reach earlier too. Jiahao looks so fierce, :S I don't dare to talk to him, so I continued to watch my video till it ends. So i decided to pluck up my courage and just randomly talked to him. I want to get out of the awkward situation!! Wah, even though I talked to him for 5 minutes it felt like 15 minutes... Gosh. But fortunately, wongli came... But again... Awkward-ness came, hmm, but not too bad.

Waited for around 1hour before chopstick came. Phew. Backup sia. Then we proceed with the planning... Jitao not what I think it will be. Junhu lied to me!! Lol! Say we plan then let them execute, however it seems to be we plan and execute at the same time!!! Kana dragged in. :S fine. I shall endure. In between I talked too much nonsense too, kept souring by chopstick. Hmph, put me into this position still say me. Never mind, I will understand de, cause we are karmic friends. Lol! Our discussion end at 7pm+ shiol~ hungry lor!!!!

Nice chopstick drives us to nearest mrt, sadly is that no one pei me to take train. Therefore train-ed alone with... Sensei!! Lol, cause I read the book that renna gave me. Haha! I still love the picture of sensei that he was playing the piano!!! ^^

>
> please understand yueming's response very slow.
I only realize when I was on the train when it goes, "bedok"!!! lol.
*though I don't know what I think is what you want to say. Lol! I very blur!! :S*

Wee~~~~ tomorrow meeting DO RE MI!!! ^^

Conclusion before school reopen: SO MANY THINGS TO DO, YET SO LITTLE TIME!!!

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WOOOOOOOOOOO! what a tiring week!

THIS MONTH BUSY MONTH SIA! SO MANY JUNE BABIES! GOSH!

WOOOO! Know why I so long never blog? One, is I busy with FYP... 2nd, cause in the midst of aswandy's surprise gift and I afraid he may know through here so I tahan... 3rd, nowadays never had a chance to go home early. So here I am! Though I have FYP tomorrow morning, but I HAVE SO MANY TO SHARE! :) Please allow me!

Last monday I had a last minute shopping for aswandy's belated present with weikian, SORRY! YUEMING SERIOUSLY FEEL SO BAD! Actually wanted to celebrate for you on friday, but drag to monday... In the end, not even a single shit from us to you.. [>.<] I meet him straight at somerset from amk, then we go walk walk and see see! The both of us like fools! LOL! Colour deciding was the most headache! haha! Then we finalised on this converse polo tee! :) Then we walked to far east... SAW TWO VERY COOL TEE!!! One with the saying of, "I don't believe in science" - when he is a science student, "only in sex, music and love" - when i opened up the shirt and saw that below! LOL! But only have L. Then the other dark purple tee.. -.- Got S no M... NEVER MIND! We go stage.. ONE ALSO NICE! LEFT ONE! WTH! NO SIZE FOR HIM! -.- So no choice. LOL. Seriously walked damn far, but thanks to weikian... He helped me to lighten my burden.. if not. My legs gone! LOL!

The next day...

Tuesday: LOL! Made a card for him with wishes from classmates! Weikian came up with a very long waiting idea... By putting his presents into his bag. Sadly, he never opened his bag once since 3rd meeting starts! Or in fact, after his lunch... -.- After lesson ended... He still stone in his chair. We all pecek! PLAN B! Rachel asked for thumbdrive from aswandy... but.. his thumbdrive was not at the same department as his presents.. FAILED! PLAN C! I bluffed him say he stole my chocolate and put in his bag! FAILED! He saw my chocolate lying peacefully on my table! [>.<] Never give up gang! PLAN D! I carried his bag, rachel still open his cover of his bag to make it more obvious.. FAILED! PLAN E! Rachel put his phone into his bag... But his hand went into the other side of his bag.. He still cant feel it. JITAO ALL THE PLAN SCREWED UP LOR! Cannot stand it anymore, direct his hand right to his present... AND HE... SHOCKED! HAHA! YEAH! lol... He saw the present, he like want to cry sia! LOL! He feel "touched"! LOL! Hope you like it! :D

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY! ASWANDY!

After school run off for the 2nd half of my day! LOL! Hey YOU! You think you funny, given you 12 hours to think of where you want to go.. Ended up.. You give me less than 12 minutes to think for you? Nice. So we meet at city hall... Only had one place in mind... LOL! which is the only place I have the best and impactful memories is the FLYER! HAHA! A memory made by E35C! :) And I guess they very cute, they lied to me about the free entrance thingy. I think they paid for me instead! LOL! They were a huge bunch of GOODIES! LOL! Another group of friends I neglected too... Oops. :S .... SORRY!

But yueming abit CMI! LOL! WELL KNOWN FOR BEING NO SENSE OF DIRECTION. I failed to lead the way, ended up is the other way round.. you lead me to the place.. Oops.

LESSON LEARNT TODAY: Think about the POSITIVE side of every situation!

LOL! Gong wei-ing inside POPEYES... then off we fly to the flyer... LOL! REMEMBER EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE MY FIRST FLYER TRIP WITH MY EX-CLASSY! HEE! But I just hate the entering. It's just... SO COMPLICATED! Tsk. JUNE HOLIDAY. A lot of people. LOL! Abit sian. Retarded too. Everyone has camera in their hands, while we just slack only!!! WTH! What to do? LAST MINUTE~~~ LOL!

(phone CMI... Not I want de. But better than nothing...)

Drizzling~~~~ But still damn humid.. Never mind, walked around and I found quite a number of new things! Like a small park near the flyer area! Then this "HENDERSON WAVE" looking thingy... But not yet done! LOL! Ok... More nonsensing on the way... and I trained back home! Thanks for lightening my shoulder! LOL! Hope you enjoy yourself. ha....

(Henderson wave look like!)

TIRED! FINALLY! I BLOGGED FINALLY! WALKED FINISHED AFTER 2 CONTINUOUS DAYS! My knees are calling me, look kind of retarded to wear 2 guards.. Lucky I was at home. LOL! TOMORROW FYP MEETING! JIAYOU FYP TEAM MATES! YUEMING HAS ANNOUNCED TO BE CHUI KIA NO.2! LOL!

Next trip with my course mates! :) After our fyp writing submission!

SIMON LEE! Your hand please take care, you depend on your hands to live leh! LOL!

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WHAT A BUSY N TIRING N STRESS DAY!

Tuesday: WALAU! I really sian-ed! Environmental science.. It's our bad to skip lesson, but please do remember RP's system. -.- Not secondary school, if you all going to treat us this way please... modify the school system into sec school style...

Thanks to the virtual you... Go school with the virtual you while I really sian-ed in school... CMI! I'm too sleepy to do much lor! I have no idea why!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [>.<] Damn sad. I just dont like the feeling to come back so frequently... hai.

During 6p, we bastard abit.. In order to stay awake we play around! Tiantian opened her cam and we kept playing! Thanks to her, got more laughters of the day! WOOOooOooOo.

(Changed shoe and slipper! :D)

(Looked at the colour different! Barney colour!)

After school, I managed to break my itouch le!!! WOOOO.. Hee. Thanks to father! You the best la, sorry for disturbing you and noisying you! LOL! After that, I studied awhile together with yongji and kaisheng! :) Then train-ed with kaisheng to jurong! WoOoOOoo..

Finally I get to see Heldi! :) She's friendly! :) Went her house to have dinner, while I have snacks. I have dinner at home.. Trained back together with meihui and renna, it was already 11plus.. Kind renna cabbed me back home, while I chiong my RJ .. still FAILED! LOL! sian lor. I suddenly feel so stressed up! Our faci told us that we failed to meet his expectation for our report writing, has to hand in to him by nxt tuesday!!! WTH! [>.<] UTs later and tomorrow! I STILL NOT PREPARED! OMG! I FEEL SO STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! NOOOOOOOO!

Being blur is not a crime, but being overly blur can be irritating. -.-

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EDITED!!!! I'm glad that I overcome everything for O&G! Seriously I'm so relieved now...

I must blog about everything! Because each time I woke up, my memories tend to lose a bit by itself!! And let me warned you all! Once you start reading please do not stop, if not you will leave out some freaky funny stuff! :) REMEMBER HOR!

Thursday(270809):

Went to yahui's house to make huiping's gift! Together with emily and huiyan!

Friday(280809):
I have oral in the afternoon, examiners were friendly, but I stammered when I was doing the picture description. :( I don't think I can do well, I really hope that I can pass. And I was the first candidate, and that teacher who looked after us was terrible, she was the national swimmer who become a peirce teacher. Never forget the way she raised her voice at me when she did not even give clear instruction, wanted to give her attitude, BUT I was afraid that it could affect my grades somehow... I guess.

After that, I went to Emily's house to do birthday cards for the birthday kids. Reached her house around 5pm, did some part of it until 8 plus!! Then NHR people came to emily's house, they were kind of shocked to find me there. I did the stuff after telling them to treat me invisible, I stayed so late that Emily suggested me to stay over, looking at the speed we were doing I doubt emily could finish it alone. So... Ya lor CHIONG HOME! But in the end has to cab to her house, cause too late le.

And we did everything and managed to roll onto the bed at 5.30am! Slept for 3hr30mins................ :( Next morning, emily's mum prepared breakfast for us! My stomach was quite bloated, so really trying hard to finish everything. HAHA!

Saturday (290809): O&G actual day

We trained to vivo, and first place we CHIONG-ed to was the toilet! haha! Stomach pain. After that we went to meet the rest, games comm. and emcee! The weather was indeed damn freaky hot! Game comm. was busy preparing while I was busy playing with emily, damn… xian. After that I shoo-ed back to where I supposed to be. It was my first time seeing so many SUN BLOCK LOTION instead of SUN TANNED LOTION!

(In the morning around 11 plus.)

(Guess who is this? SMALL KRYSTAL!)

Then there are a number of people coming in so we played murderer and detective game, until… the actual event has started.

NIGHTMARE! Oh gosh, I was damn afraid that I cant guide my team. Lucky! I took the team that have emily and huimin! Haha!

(My team!)

(limelight stealer! Still have another one.)

(limelight stealer 2!)

Then we played the charade game, damn funny! My team damn efficient, first to finish everything! So Rebecca suggested we merge team!

(Then the four of us imitate the actions of the hulk that the team were doing.)

(Looked at the way shawnrick acting!)

Then we switched games, blanket game! Another joker game, cause the loser has to be draw on face.

(Ready to go!)

(one good example of being forfeited!)

(They are not stoning, but...)

(remembering their team mate's name. )

Break time not = to break time. we still have to set up for 300s no NGs, time is running! Own time own target! Haha! emcee say de! Splitting teams was another problem, getting their attentions was another problem, getting them to understand the game was another problem too. While Rebecca and alan were explaining, me and shenquan go under the sun to demo. Cause Rebecca don’t like the sun! haha!

(Emcee getting their attentions!)

(They look like those bad people who was told to put their hands behind their head by the police man!)

Game started. I give them another round of explanation of the game, and my team was the first to start! OTOT ma… first to start, and first team to finish! So proud!

(My team already started when they were still explaining.)

Ok, next game was captain ball. This was the only game that I can slack, because shawnrick helped to explain the game, while junhu and shenquan do the scoring. Alan and I became the marking of the court, cause of shortage of flour that we cant do the marking.

(Huimin, where you going?)

(Don't think too much! They are snatching the ball nia.)

Finally… the game was done! PHEW! Testi, Dialogue was next, and then NHR! Haha! emily was up!

Then graduation ceremony was next! And then yingjie’s speech… joker qinhao was damn funny when he was rounding up the whole event!

(Qinhao not paying attention!)

(He was playing with sand! Caught in action! heh!)

(Graduates sang a song!)

(Looked like yingjie telling grandfather stories to his granchildren.)

(We stayed till sunset.)

(last song: young eagle.)



(Emily and me! I know la! We blacken la.)

2 actions with 100plus that saved me from depression. woo...

Bath-ed at Palawan, and the water is so damn small! Cant even bath! When emily and I decided to change back, the water came back again. then after awhile small again. so xian when we were bathing.

Dinner together! Dinner was horrible! Too spicy! Then we went to order salted fish fried rice. Having last hugs and everything before we said BYE~ It was a tiring day indeed! And I think junhu is a real joker!

Sunday(300809):
Stayed up till 1am, wanted to stay awake till later… BUT! Can’t take it so has to go lala land. Amazingly I woke up quite early, around 12 or 1pm. Suppose to meet junhu and emily at bishan, but emily had to lunch with her mum, while that chopstick was still at home even though it was nearly 3.30pm.

Met chopstick first and headed to serangoon to buy present for benny, to our horror(we were laughing like crazy), the nearest shopping centre was freaky far! So chopstick randomly suggested we buy bread for him! At first we intend to buy cereal, and I added on with peanut butter, as what he said to go with a set. We then go find wrapping paper and wrapped it up! Haha! then went off to find emily. We three went ahead without shenquan cause he too slow le…

The 3 of us manage to find his block after a couple of turning in circle.

(benny! birthday boy.)

(Shawnrick must be waiting for quite long!)

(Shawnrick, me and emily.)

Then we played games, we break into 2 teams. I was with emily, huiyan, jinsi, shenquan, Benjamin who left over to the other side vs with the rest who are ymds. I laughed like crazy because of jinsi! First part was when one of our team mates took a card, she said something like, “show us the card so that we can help.” Just at the minute she saw the card, she quickly responded, “ this one I cant help you.” Another one! The game also got dare, she said, “dare ah? Can do gongyo not?”

(paying attention.)

(haha! He tio the dare!)

(shawnrick teaching them to dance as a dare too!)

(one word for them: LOUSY! Dont know what they acting.)

Our team won! Haha! So we thought of a forfeit to pass the mushroom by using mouth to benny, and he has to finish the mushroom. While playing, Benjamin hungry then he swallowed the mushroom, and then he remembered he has to control and spit it out again! LOL! Pity those who were behind him!

(fighting to be the first in line.)

(The rest standing in line ready to taste the mushroom!)

(chopstick manage to sneak out but obviously the seniors not happy!)

fun for continuous 2 days.

Left the place near to 7pm, thank you ram for the cab, and emily for accompanying me to kill time! we went to amk hub to play free basketball! Cause the machine we intended to play has 2 unused time! haha! so we use it to play! Hee! After that I left to meet renna and letitia at orchard to meet a member, wanqing. Finally get to know how she looked like, only know her by the name! haha! and I got a free dinner from letitia, heh thanks.

SHIT YOU! what no discipline? Seriously I was quite pissed off with what you said.

Finally! My holiday started NOW! Or maybe tomorrow! Have not been resting since UTs have ended… DIED!

Finally! My holiday started NOW! Or maybe tomorrow! Have not been resting since UTs have ended… DIED! Time check! It's 2.17am le! GO LALA LAND LE!

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