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I must remember.

Ha... Taken from huimin! ^^ Thank you huimin! Hee... Thank you krystal too!!

"At times when we get tired of life we are living, it is natural to dream of a place, far away from our existing reality, where true happiness can be found. But even if we are able to escape to this far away thinking that we have successfully severed all the chains that shackled us to out harsh reality, there is one things that we can never run away from. That is ourselves. No matter where we try to escape we never run away from ourselves, where Buddhism identify as the ultimate source of one's unhappiness. It only we ourselves can free ourselves from the unhappiness Only when you experience the crushing, painful depths of suffering can you being to understand the true meaning of life and understand others who are suffering. Precisely because u have experience. It important to keep moving forwards and use your sadness as a source of growth and become a person of greater depth and breadth that can helps others. This is the harvest of your pain and sufferings. "

There are times when I feel that life is tough, it's never the same as it used to be. Totally different. Even the simplest thing like smiling, I find it hard to maintain. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! I WANT TO SCREAM OUT LOUDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD! LOL!...

Do you have question that you will keep asking yourself, "Why is all these happening to me?" Have you got your answer? - THAT'S LIFE. It's part and parcel...

Have you ever think carefully when you are asked to move on? --> How to move on?
By not thinking about it... --> How to not think about it?
By letting it go... --> How to let go?
Times heal everything.. --> How long I need? --> What if I given a lifetime, and still it doesnt help?

But ultimately, it all depends on me. Yes, I will do more dmk. It all goes back to our ACTIONS... No use talking so much when you cant do it, it's as good as nothing.
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I hate nightfalls. It sucks the most. Because that's the time when I'm alone.

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HEALTHY FRIDAY!

YO!

Badminton session with my coursemates + classmates!! :) Thanks to kc! He helped us to book courts! ha!

But kinshen, peter, ralph and friend, joel and huiyan were already there! DAMN HARD CORE! LOL! But is we slow la.. Cause we having horror movie~~ ^^ I appreciate this session!! I hope to watch more! :D But clashed with badminton session!!! [>.<]

So we left around 4pm... Yueming abit chui... dont know how to set up the net!! I tried!! But failed. kc everything he bao sia~~~ haha!!! Then for the first round, I didnt get to play badminton because not enough rackets... HAHA! So... aswandy and I started on our own table tennis session!! We used our notebook as our rackets!!! Pingpong ball just kope from the floor! LOL! WE STILL CAN PLAY TILL WE SWEAT! Then aswandy also very bastard, he purposely collected lots of balls, then he throws the ball while I was picking up another. -.- Yongji joined us too! He played better with his own hands than using the notebook! LOL! Then we also bastard yongji by making him run here and there! HAHA!

Then nice rachel lent me her racket! ^^ Played with yongji, kimyeow and others!!!!!!!!!! ^^ I played like siao though I felt so tired, like fainting soon, hand weak till I felt nothing but I still want to play!!!! Kept running around to get myself into one of the courts! And hor.. father! You damn lazy lor! Have you ever seen someone who can stand at the same spot without moving a single inch while playing badminton? Joel is a good example… -.- MOVE!!!

Then I joined in with Ralph dealing against peter and kinshen! They all damn funny lor! Very slack also! The best part is that the shuttlecock cannot be seen when it was being surfed. Totally cant see it fly behind me!! -.- Then kinshen and peter no team work! Their actions made me laughed like siao, is they either fighting to hit the shuttle or both ignore it! LOL!

Very sad, not much interaction! Never mingle around! LOL! But it’s ok! There’s always a next time! ^^ NO PICTURES!!! I THOUGHT TIANTIAN WILL BRING CAMERA… -.- Miscommunication. Ha!

Joel, huiyan, kinshen, peter, ralph went off earlier... And we stayed till 7plus! LOL! Played beyond 6pm! HAHA!

Last round with weikian and aswandy! Haha! played with them damn funny sia! Weikian hit the shuttle and it came flying to me, and I realised that the shuttle no ‘butt’!!! We laughed out LOUD!!! SPOILT LIAO! Damn sian, but both of them went to borrow a new shuttle from other people! Haha! then when they started to test it out, they kept wow-ing! LOL! Both aswandy and weikian used quack quack to play badminton.. -.- those who lose will tio quack quack…

I teamed up with kc, and we kept being quack quack by them.. till I cant stand it, I jitao run sia!!! I ran behind the black board, but they each was blocking the entrances at each side… jitao trapped!!! Quack-ed like siao…

Dinner with tiantian, gina, pearlyn, rachel, yongrong, yongji, aswandy, weikian, kc and kimyeow but john has to leave as he has something on... We were split into two... LOL! Sorry yongji.. Haha... I'm a emo piece of shit! HAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

train-ed home with yongji, yongrong and kc! And yongrong xiaojie forget to return rachel's racket!!! haha!

*Thank you aswandy xiaomei for your lollipop! LOL!

{hated myself.}

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I dont know. I think I feeling out of place, that's why I missed you so much.
Everytime, each moment when I am feeling down, you are always the one who came into the picture.
I always have the temptation to tell the rest, how fortunate they are.
To have all their friends with them. Naturally, they tend to take things for granted.
It's not that they are no good, only certain of them.
I dont know how to say, maybe they are forgetful.
I dont know what im saying.
Forget all about it ba. I will take it as normal. I'm alone. Just nice to train myself: stand alone spirit.
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FRIDAY LOVE LOVE! haha!

HAHA! Cannot tahan! So here I am! :)
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Lesson on fridays ALWAYS RULE DE LEH! haha! However, this time round abit different. Cause we have guest, then everything was restricted! LOL! shane damn funny lor! act one sia! That guest came in quite late, but when he entered, shane sit damn straight, she even puts her hand on her lap... -.- LOL! We giggled lor! haha!

First time like EXTREMELY quiet lor. Oops. HAHA! We had our 2nd meeting sia.. As in the very typical RP style of 2nd meeting… First two teams were damn awfully fortunate lor.. Cause the guest was not back, just nice when we were discussing half way he came… His appearance brings stress to us! LOL! We were damn cute!!! Simon suggested we should go down to take a look at the panel, it ended up to be a discussion outside classroom and still, we decided to do on equipment! LOL!
Willy tan say my reply answered his question!!! HAPPY!
Cause I thought my answer always don’t answer… not helping.. But whatever I said, it seems to be more than just helping. I’m happy!
Camwhoring during 2nd breakout!! LOL! We were like “oops” when faci just stepped in! LOL!
(gina, pearlyn, simon and me!)
Simon is damn full of ideas lorrrrrrrrrrr!!! our class's unique bimbo! LOL! Looking through all these really can laugh sia! HAHA!
(shikin, gina, pearlyn, simon, ethel, yueming and rachel!)
(With tiantian in!!! and ethel FULL face! ahha!)
(Suppose to give the -.- face de... but... we cant master it! LOL!)
(Calling for more! LOL! With aswandyxiaomei and shane!!! :D)
(After several practice with simon, i beginning to 放得开!!! LOL! shane's tongue is long!)
(But thanks to simon, we have lots of funny pictures to laugh at!!)
(We pulled john in! LOL!)
(Sad that the picture effect cant see that i was actually playing with the curtain string! LOL!)
(Spooky turn out! with simon's distorted face! WAHA!)
("family" picture! ^^)
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All back to our seats and continue to be a good kids.. But… chaos just happened!! LOL! Each team was fighting for wired and wireless, as they want to present finish before the guest came!!! Haha! CHIONG AH!!! LOL! But end up, he did not come back! Haha!

Ended the class with happy ending! continued with our cam whoring! while waiting for yongji and yongrong… HAHA!


(gina, pearlyn, rachel, tiantian and me.)

(Together with soapylim weikian! ^^)

(Then we began to act tough! LOL! pearlyn's role was to act being bullied by us!)

(haha! DONT MESS WITH US!!! lol! eh, tiantian, what's with your rubber band sia~)

(CHARLIE ANGELSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! HAHA!)
And off! To movie!

I mingled for a purpose… so that everyone has equal ♥♥♥ from me! ^^
But that kimyeow forever so sickening sia!!! HE GO OPEN THE LIFT DOOR!!! The lift went crazy and the girls were screaming!!! IT WAS NOT A GOOD EXPERIENCE MR KIMYEOW!!! I thought he just want to play play, because I saw what he did, he really go open!!! SCARE THE HELL OUT OF MEEEEEEE! [>.<] Hate it. But I have the rest with me! ^^

Saw Ralph and friends on the way to K K K! LOL! While we on the way to M M M! HAHA! We took train together, our group chiong in… However… weikian was left behind. So no choice, gina, pearlyn and I alighted at admiralty to meet him. Ha! Kinshen and Ralph also alighted!!! Haha! cause they too fast!!! chengshu, lier and the rest were there! HAHA! They were sitting down so shiok sia~ [>.<] Peter act one gentleman, ask want to sit not... but nevermind, cause he sleep like so shiok earlier on! haha! In the end also never get to meet weikian as he was happily and comfortably sitting at his seat! LOL! Finally meet the rest at the platform and off we go!!!

(kimyeow and tiantian! with his always -.- face!)

(YONGJI is forever moving! BLUR LOR!)

Syaheeda and shikin came! JUST RIGHT! WOOOO! Took pictures with them, it was all new experience to go out with the both of them! I hope they enjoy themselves with us! WAHAHA!


*Pictures with syaheeda and shikin will be here on Monday! ^^*


(syaysya, pearlyn and shikin! ^^)
(me and shikin!)
(gina, shikin, pearlyn, syaheeda and me!)
(The couple! but yongrong xiaojie, your pose failed!)
During the movie, gina damn tensed sia!!! Haha! one moment in love with the handsome Edward, then admire the hot figure of Jacob! ^^ LOL! SHE DAMN FUNNY LOR! HAHA! But the fighting was damn cool!!!! Alice is soooooooooooooo pretty! Of course, like what gina says… ^^ SO HOT! SO HANDSOME!! HAHA!

The rest of them keep disturbing tiantian, say she “awww” at a very sweet~ moment in the movie! LOL! Don’t know which part! Haha!
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We shopped abit before we headed home!

Train-ed with yongji, aswandy and kimyeow! LOL! Persuaded aswandy to bounce to marina bay! LOL! He was blabla-ing, while kimyeow and us just getting ready to enter the train to marina bay! LOL! Haha! he no choice followed us! Haha! I’m fine and glad like a happy girl when I was with my friends! Free from pressure! THANK YOU FRIENDS! ^^
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SCARYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

Yesterday was environmental science, dread that yesterday will come... Of course, it came evetually. Big sighs. LOL! Quite a number of classmates left due to fyp! LOL! My team left with 3 of us... LOL! NO FULL TEAM FOR ONCE! HAHA!

End lesson at 4pm... saw yongrong 小姐... He together with weikian the soapy lim did something stupid... They exchange their spec... And the highlight of it was... weikian's spec match with yongrong's shirt, while yongrong's spec match with weikian's shirt! LOL!

Sorry, camera sucks. LOL! I WANT TO CHANGE BACK MY PHONE!! [>.<]

Then walked back to cwp together with pearlyn, agnes, tiantian, yongji, yongrong, aswandy, weikian and simon.... :'( Going to toa payoh with agnes... simon trained with us! haha! We randomly talking about the reserved seat till there was a pregnant lady came in and simon quickly stand up from his reserved seat!! LOL! But then the lady alighted at the next stop, he just happily sit back... LOL!

Waited for my mum at toa payoh mac... -.- DAMN SIAN. :S Wanted to go home sooooooooooooooo badly... When my mum came, I just strolled around toa payoh while she ask around how to get there. LOL! But yueming too clever le, anyhow stroll also can stroll to the clinic... -.- Waiting was acceptable... decided to wait for my turn before having dinner, thanks to... you know who, who gave me POCKY!!!! DID A GREAT FAVOUR TO ME! Fortunately the clinic got wireless also.. Kept me entertained...

Ok... acupuncture HURTS! I ANGRY TO THOSE SAY NOT PAIN! HPMH! 3 NEEDLES LEH! [>.<] The needle poking into my flesh SUCKS TO THE MAX! I SWEAR! The 2nd needles almost made me break down. On the verge of crying le... But I think of sheena! haha! Thinking of her that she tio poke more needles than me... So I tahan-ed.. The bloody, thin and shiny needles stayed in my flesh for 15 minutes... Cause 1st time did that, the doctor dont want to scare me also! LOL! THAT 15 MINUTES WAS TERRIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I couldnt relax for that period. While playing, I could feel the weirdness at my knee... :S Mummy thinks she funny, keep staring at my leg... I moved a little she niam me! [>.<] LIKE CCTV SIA!!!

After it was over, I FLY OUT! WAH! STILL ASK ME TO COME BCK NEXT WEEK! Eh... I scare. LOL! But... I think injection is MORE painful... no.. is the MOST painful de... Ha... Finally over. But my knee still the same leh... LOL! GO AWAY! I STILL WANT TO RUN ON AUGUST!

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Detest you. dont come look for me when you feeling down again. YUEMING will not entertain. hpmh.

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RESTLESS Monday

HA! Indeed, I was damn high. Frankly speaking is restless ba... Tomorrow going to see doctor. Sian de lor. Hmm.. During material processing, I has been chit chatting... chattering... NON-STOP! Nick giving to yong rong...First name was uncle! Cause look at the picture!! Doesnt he looks like a uncle who always went to the coffeeshop and drink kopi!! LOL!

Then his name was then changed to yongrong先生 ---> yongrong小姐! Aswandy of course wont be left out too!! From the long nick that weikian gave, aswandy gay noob bin drop soap! LOL! THAT WAS WAY TOO LONG!!! So yueming gave him a name called... aswandy 小妹!!! LOL! Nice right????? Thanks to the pre-NS thingy, the guys keep talking about drop soap-ing... -.- Didnt know anything till I saw joel this morning and he told me.... -.- HA! So I will never want to join in the soapy family! PLEASE JUST LEAVE ME ALONE! LOL! :D

Tomorrow sooon.... SIAN-ED! WTH! [>.<] Seeing doctor ... I wish to take medicine instead of going for acupuncture... Dont want, I'm afraid of that thin damn it needle... URGH! FINE. Complains shall end here [fullstop]

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The chance just slipped through each time.

Yes, there's time I hate my sis... Ya, as if she wouldnt too... She just make me very disturbed, and I feel DAMN insecure lending things to her. Especially my laptop and ITOUCH!!!! Just bought it leh... A few days ago, battery went haywire once!!!! [>.<] She dont know how to care. HATE THE INSECURITY...
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My comrade...

Finally, the book of nicholas has been passed to his parents with the help of renna. Will always put this everlasting friend in my heart and miss you too.

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FRIDAY RULEZZZZZZZZZ MY ASSSSSSS!

:) My very first "FORMAL" breakfast I ever had! I never had breakfast like that! IT'S DAMN COOL!!!!!!!!! I SWEAR! We were quite hungry and we have early break for today as we need to report to lab during our 2nd meeting! :) So, here we are! :) But the egg was.. EWWWWWWWWWW! haha! Dont like! Their "YAKUN" bread was the BEST! I LIKE! MILK TEA ALSO! WOOOOoOoOo.... :D FRIDAY ALWAYS RULEZ!!! Finished our 3rd meeting presentation before 1pm! :D Now slacking!!! HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! Cool breakfast with tiantian, pearlyn and rachel! SAW SILVIA MONSTER AND SHE KNOCKED ME! LOL!

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Yueming meant everything she says! :) And yes, I do! I DO LUB LUB MY DO RE MI! :)

And I seriously cant imagine myself doing acupuncture... I will hate myself more.
I swear, especially when I was sleeping I could hear my parents discussing where to bring me go see doctor.
I just plainly ignored and went back to sleep hoping that it was a dream that I will never wake up.

Dont know why, whenever I feeling down I will have the sudden missing of YOU! my everlasting friend and my senior. :'(
Now... health is giving out red signal. :( Seriously hate myself.


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SUNDAY LE! SO FAST!!

Nowadays I kept coming back to my blog... [>.<] Cause I too STRESS over FYP!!! Then only my blog will listen to whatever shit I have!!! HAHA!

AND HOR! DAMN SIAN LOR! I lost the small book that I intended to give emily leh!!! WTH! I WAS DAMN... ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! haha! That's the only thing that can describe my current feeling. Hai.. Never mind, since it's at home.. sure can find de .. BA!

Tomorrow, no... should be later having peace carnival at HQ... My members never reply me whether they meeting me tomorrow anot.. :S Hai... I feel so exhausted. Not even really fully picked myself up from where I fell.. then I have to continue this uneven, rough and long path of my life. WTH! Yes... The smell and taste of HELL! LOL! I has been counting the days when I will really collapse.. However, it seems that I quite good at enduring! :D

Alright, tomorrow I hope everything just go smoothly.

FYP REPORT:

Abstract

Introduction : CLEARED!

Literature Review : CLEARED! But not yet compound the review from others! [>.<]

Materials and Methods:Clearing methods!

Observation and Results : I only put the graphs into my observation! Hee.. So considered as half done! I finally put in the graphs!!! Left results!!!

Discussion/Conclusion: DISCUSSION I ALSO DONE HALF WAY! Lots to go.. -.-

Appendix: Hee.. Only done halfway too! :)

References: Not important.. since have to keep updating.

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FRIDAY! SELF DECLARE OFFFFF!

CLAPS! TO YUEMING! :) Though I woke up bloody late, like 1plus going to 2pm.. But I still have the mood to do my REPORT! Cause I just remember that I need to hand up by tuesday -.- Anyway, INTRODUCTION HAS TO DO MANY MANY PLENTY PLENTY OF RESEARCH!!! [>.<] I realised that ALL my introductions has been replaced my new information... -.- No choice, previous one like abit CMI! LOL! Then some more the last meeting I havent finish on my logbook: CLEARED! Hee! Then my "materials and methods" also need to re-arrange!! [>.<] TOO MANY ABIT HERE AND THERE!!! PLENTY PLENTY OF PARTS NOT YET FINISH!!! GOSH! haha!

HEE! And hor... I SPRAINED MY FOOT AGAIN! YES.. again... -.- I sprained my foot still ok, the most annoying is that I always sprained JUST LIKE THAT! YES.. just like that.. Best hor... my father passed me medicated oil and ask me to rub myself... -.- sian to the max! My hand so weak, later my hand sprained! LOL! In the end, my mum applied for me... Never rub. Cause she scare I like previous time, after applying the oil on my foot then I forget, go rub my eyes.. that time really GG sia... Hai.. Though it is painful, but I like to have sensei to rub!!! Like shiok~! ha!

*Conclusion*

LOGBOOK

FYP REPORT:

Abstract

Introduction : CLEARED!

Literature Review : CLEARED! But not yet compound the review from others! [>.<]

Materials and Methods:Only cleared MATERIALS!

Observation and Results : I only put the graphs into my observation! Hee.. So considered as half done!

Discussion/Conclusion: DISCUSSION I ALSO DONE HALF WAY! Lots to go.. -.-

References: Not important.. since have to keep updating.

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Yesterday was emo to the max! ONE MONTH LE!!! [>.<] Time seriously passed so fast! Nowadays, it always seem like it only happened yesterday...

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Flowing unknowingly

Lab management. Not bad, it was a manageable module that I found myself doing the worksheet and understand it. I didnt mean to sound myself though I'm a slacker.. I'm not. Serious. Maybe sometimes... ^^

YES AH! Though I was quite sleepy during class! But huimin came knocking at my house! WAKE ME UP WITH SURPRISES! YEAH! Candies and chocolate! I found myself for the first time that I enjoy doing ut, cause I have a lollipop in my mouth to keep me entertain!!!! HAPPY TO THE MAX! ^_^ ^_^ ^_^

Last UT for this time round. Though I can answer all the questions on time, but that doesnt mean I can get most of them correct.. I HOPE I DO! Cause I have my very first question wrong... BRITTLE?? Why not DUCTILE?? -.-

Actually home-ed with my classmates... weikian mood swing... why sia.. He zoom-ed so fast! While I also think that they walked too slow, so I decided to accompany huimin! She has YOG, but her dinner mate somehow fly her aeroplane, so I pei her to have dinner at J8's foodcourt. :) No worry! I'm ok to pei you for dinner! No need to say thank you! :) It's my duty as a friend! :D

Self declare off tomorrow. I have my reasonS. LOL!.. FYP REPORT... gosh, another headache. PLEASE, JUST KNOCK ME EVERYDAY TO ASK ME ABOUT IT. EVEN THOUGH IM IRRITATED! Please.. DO TO THAT EXTEND!

I wonder how's emily homevisit.. I hope she have a good time with wanqing and renna.

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When everything look so normal and same, appearance of you can somehow change the surrounding without doing anything to it. This shows the power of your presence.

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WHAT A BUSY N TIRING N STRESS DAY!

Tuesday: WALAU! I really sian-ed! Environmental science.. It's our bad to skip lesson, but please do remember RP's system. -.- Not secondary school, if you all going to treat us this way please... modify the school system into sec school style...

Thanks to the virtual you... Go school with the virtual you while I really sian-ed in school... CMI! I'm too sleepy to do much lor! I have no idea why!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! [>.<] Damn sad. I just dont like the feeling to come back so frequently... hai.

During 6p, we bastard abit.. In order to stay awake we play around! Tiantian opened her cam and we kept playing! Thanks to her, got more laughters of the day! WOOOooOooOo.

(Changed shoe and slipper! :D)

(Looked at the colour different! Barney colour!)

After school, I managed to break my itouch le!!! WOOOO.. Hee. Thanks to father! You the best la, sorry for disturbing you and noisying you! LOL! After that, I studied awhile together with yongji and kaisheng! :) Then train-ed with kaisheng to jurong! WoOoOOoo..

Finally I get to see Heldi! :) She's friendly! :) Went her house to have dinner, while I have snacks. I have dinner at home.. Trained back together with meihui and renna, it was already 11plus.. Kind renna cabbed me back home, while I chiong my RJ .. still FAILED! LOL! sian lor. I suddenly feel so stressed up! Our faci told us that we failed to meet his expectation for our report writing, has to hand in to him by nxt tuesday!!! WTH! [>.<] UTs later and tomorrow! I STILL NOT PREPARED! OMG! I FEEL SO STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! NOOOOOOOO!

Being blur is not a crime, but being overly blur can be irritating. -.-

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Phobia can be developed from being a good listeners at time too!

I hate the feeling of waking up early, not because it's the first day of school. It's because I feel as if it was the first day receiving the news.. As if I received the message from your father right after my alarm went off... I feel like I going it through once more with the same details... Going to school with that heavy heart, meeting tiantian they all.. Going to lab. IT FEELS LIKE IM REALLY GOING THROUGH IT AGAIN! [>.<] :( I didnt mean to be like that... But the feeling sucks sia... :(

Conclusion: Though it's monday, it feels like friday. It's monday 4th week, it feels like the sunday 1st week.

Fortunately I have tiantian with me, sitting outside the lab eating breakfast. High-ing with me, while I high back to her... ha... I hate today! Just today! I hope not tomorrow.. The first thing I dread waking up for school is not for the school, but the bad feeling of this. Alright, I wish lesson hurry end so that yueming the good girl can start studying! :)
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Meeting huimin and xiumin after school! :D
I sometimes cannot accept that you are gone, I felt that everything was like a dream, so unreal to me. But it's true... especially when I didnt get to have a last glance at you before you departed. It's just a day away!!! So near yet so close! :( It just like how I wish to see my senior in REAL life too! When she can stil move around and smiles at me. It's the same way I feel towards Nic's passing. Today sucks. But I will move on. CRYSSSSSSSSS!
This morning one&only told me that he saw me yesterday as we were in the same bus.. But it amazes me because I didnt even see a sight of him -.- How he hide from me sia.. -.- I just "share" with bamboo that he was... GOOD in SMRT buses! Oops. Ha.
*** 11.08pm ***
YO! FINALLY GET TO MEET XIUMIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT xiao suo girl! haha! Together with huimin too... HAHA! Eh.. Huimin say I hard core like someone!! .. [>.<] Dont like that call me leh, I want to be more unique.. Call me SUPER HARD CORER! LOL! Best friend recently say I hardcore blogger! LOL! When I told him the reason, he say I old liao. -.- Anyway, I had fun with both huimin and xiumin! :) I'm so sorry to tap in and out of woodland tryin to get itouch case! [>.<] Sorry! LOL! Hee.. So long never see xiumin, therefore I dont like the parting! But she never failed to high 5 with me when she leaves! When she high 5-ing.. wanted to grab her hands and dont let her leave! HAHA! I very bad, i know! LOL! XIUMIN! MUST COME ON SUNDAY TOO! LOVE YOU! HUIMIN TOO! EMILY TOO! DO RE MI TOO! Everyone who loves me! I LOVE YOU ALL TOO! LOL! NIGHT... Shall TELL MYSELF to drag myself to school.. -.- Spiritual self huh... -.- SIAN! K! WILL GO SCHOOL TOMORROW! CAUSE GOT SALLY GAMES! FATHER! YOU SAY YOU HELP ME DE! ^^
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Hai.. I wish I have more holidays to accomplish what I wanted to..

Watched this today! LOL! So long never had movie at Bishan GV...

*Complaining* ---> Damn sian lor.. I still not yet done my revision for my upcoming UTs... I know I shouldnt went out today.. haha! Feel like skipping tomorrow's lesson~ Haha! But I wont. It's YOU! My everlasting friend in my heart, my motivation and reminders to EVERYTHING... I will try my best to like school! :)

*Continuing* ---> Another chapter that I learnt today! "ACCEPT THE FACT AND MOVE ON~" Yes, as always, easier said than done. BUT! I WILL MAKE IT COMES TRUE! Bit by bit ba..

*Gabbering* ---> Oops.. by saying so, i saw my mum kneeling while she chants! She normally sits on a chair. She's serious! Guess where's her motivation came from? From YOU! My everlasting friend in my heart! It not only lights the lamp (hope) in my hearts, but also touches everyone's heart... Sorry, laziness sometimes have more authority than you at times! [>.<] My dmk decreases... HAHA!

*Continuing* ---> I hope bamboo too, can overcome and breakthrough for this "disaster"! While listening, my 感触 gao gao sia... Though it's the different category of problem, but it's the same thoughts... By not thinking about it, memories definitely will fade off when we do not want to forget about it at the same time!!! Stuck in a dilemma... Somehow I guess. Hai.. Actually by telling you to cry is actually i want to cry!!!!!!!!!!! LOL! HAHA! Oops. :X I say it affects me because it makes me think about my own obstacle that I facing now and then... Today's focus is you, so it doesnt matter... haha! Anyway, my cracking knees awesome rite? LOL!

LOL! Alright... Got to go.. School tomorrow. Lab! Nice one... -.-

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FEELING LOTSSSSSSSSSSS WORX!

(AGAINST ALL CURRENTS!)

HI, TO MY LOVELY BLOG OF MINE! And to those PASSER-BY and READERS! Pardon me if I confuse you and pardon me for complaining! LOL!

Just that this is the only place that I like! HAHA! Because I can say WHATEVER I LIKE! haha!

Today I very good girl to attend dmkk at SYC together with huimin.. Kind of sad that I seldom have emily with me nowadays le.. Hope she will not forget about me!!! haha! Kind of miss her, especially after uploading all these pictures below... My "pictures" of her seems to decreasing...

Anyway... Yueming has been feeling alot lately (Eating alot too..).. haha! I mean it! Especially after attending today's dmkk! Has been going through something which I hate! 360 DEGREE COASTER RIDE! haha! Together with 360 DEGREE MOOD SWING! COMBO SIA~~ haha!

However, I think I not trying harder... A little stress can already knock me out... I want to be stronger leh.. So that nothing can hit me! Or K.O me... I'm sorry that if I seem abit hard core than before, I hope I don't scare you all! HAHA! I just want to do more, I DO NOT WANT ANY REGRETS! ANYMORE! NEVER! AGAIN!!! Maybe because of the guilt I had in me, that I really want to make up by doing more kosen rufu and chant lots for him too... I still feeling sorry, very sorry. HAHA! I'm ok la! Just that during the daimoku period, I really think alot! Although I want to reach out to more people, I will afraid of doing so... All those big issues or small details... Keep running in my mind... As if running marathon. HA! The most important thing that I thought about is the 100% DESIRE and COMPASSION that he wanted to do for soka during the struggles he had in his life. So, I hope I can do the same.. However not 三分钟热度.. SO COMRADES OF RPSD! Must remind me if I slacken down... Eh... Approach me in a nice way, dont too harsh ah!!! ^^

OF COURSE! EVERYONE FROM RPSD HAS TO GROW TOGETHER WITH ME!!! haha! How can I forward without the rest? So let's not drop or abandon anyone behind, if you are lost, grab my hands ok? I pull you along! 我们互相扶持好吗? It's ok if you don't feel anything about it now... but just continue to strive ... Don't just stop it like that, it's kind of wasted. Just finish it up, don't leave any sentence without a full stop! JIAYOU!!!! UPCOMING PROJECT IS IMPORTANT! Let's view it from another angle, this project is not only about soka, but also about OUR environment... It concerns us and our younger generations too! For those who loves their surroundings! For peace too! (V) ^_^ (V) Don't be afraid of me when I come to you to ask you in doing survey!! :) I mean no harm! haha! Just want to do as much as I can, not only for myself, but for EVERYONE! HEE! Please look forward in meeting me! HAHAHA!


(MINDS CAFE) (POT LUCK @ Ram's house)

(Ynez's conferment) (RPSD IM 2009)


(SUJ 2009) (RPSD IM)

(UBIN trip) (RPSD IM)


(RUFU run) (CHALET)

(O&G @ sentosa) (Sport Connect, basketball)


(Macritchie trip 09) (Souvenir making @ school, year 1)

(KENSHU, 2010) (YWD meeting @ school)


(Painting @ TSC, year 1) (Peace proposal)

Yueming LOVES RPSD sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much that... She wishes she could have everyone in her arms!!! Like have a soft toy version of everyone!!! :) It teaches me what is stand alone spirit...but also... TOGETHER-ness!! :D We play hard, we try hard, we die hard! haha! Will be home away for 2 days 1 night! :) NIGHTS!
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