WOOOOOO~~ TOGETHER TOGETHER !!

>>>WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!! FINALLY IM FINISHING EDITING!! I'M SO DAMN IT BUSY FOR THE PAST FEW WEEKS! SHIT DE!!! :(

111210: Is the day.. The day that year 3 looking forward to, the day that year 3 dread of.. But still, is the day that year 3 SAS students have to go through of... FYP ASSESSMENT DAY! OMG! haha!

>>> One round of introduction of my team: ^^

(Aswandy xiaomei, leader.)

(Pearlyn, secretary!)

(Agnes, efficient scribe!)

(Guifang, team's peace maker!!)

Met my team mates at 10am, sorry that I was late!! [>.<] LOL! All of us has planned to wear white tops!! :) HAHA! Except for pearlyn! LOL! DAMN COOL! haha! Still damn nervous.. but not as nervous if I compared it to last sem.. Hmm, but everyone improved! Especially agnes! LOL! When I wanted to speak, I wanted to take a breathe before answering.. Then I already hearing her, "actually hor.." LOL! Ha.. Kind of disappointed for this sem if my grade dropped. haha! HOWEVER! I'm glad to have my team mates with me! They are the best! I think we made the best team! LOL! During the presentation, there was time I jitao stammer shiol~ LOL! Cant control! haha! STILL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WE ENDED successfully!!! ^^

(Our 2nd FYP poster! ^^ Simple = beauty!! I'm loving it~)

(guifang, pearlyn, agnes, me and aswandy!)

Up next.. we have to rush off to have steamboat at my tiny house!!! ALL OF THEM JITAO DISPERSE LIKE SIAO! Have to call them one by one.. End up.. Only pearlyn, shikin, tian, weikian and I trained to bishan! HAHA! We going to get KOI! HAHA! We, successfully have gina, aswandy, yongji, agnes, rachel and yongrong to shop with us!!! While kc joined us after that! ^^ OFF WE GO! Both of my sisters were at home.. Quite sian.. But they all quite auto, siam-ed for me! ^^ THANKS!

(Waiting for 410 in a straight line!! WEE~~)

(Slack nia~~)

The girls were damn COOL! besides, they were AWESOME!! They damn auto!! Jitao get into the formation.. they started to help out in everything! LOL! I stand laughing when yongrong was chased out of the kitchen by rachel! LOL! And how tian washed the dishes.. OMG! SO DIFFERENT! gina also! LOL! The only moment she cant really get her hair nice is at the kitchen ba! HAHA! Agnes too! She also so serious when in kitchen too!!

(rachel, gina, agnes, tiantian and pearlyn! THANK GIRLS!)

(The very cute gina with a very dangerous weapon..!!!)

Pearlyn cut herself!!! :( So sorry, :(!!! While the guys + shikin all entertained themselves in the living room!

My mum was terribly sorry regards to the size of my house! haha! But still! I think it was damn cool as the 12 of us could get seated in the kitchen! ^^ Sorry sia..

I just cant stand yongrong! He's very disturbing! haha! cause I was sitting directly opposite him! LOL! he sit like uncle, kept rubbing his nose.. The most classic part is the way he put all those cooked chicken into a bowl!!! ACT ONE CHEF! LOL!

Eating steamboat is like playing survivor game.. Those who cant finish the food, one by one leave the kitchen! LOL! In the end, only left with agnes, kc, yongji and me.. Yongji act one, cause he kept going in and out of the kitchen! haha! Some of them left due of work and driving, while tiantian, weikian, shikin and pearlyn were talking in the living room. You will never want to see how kc cooked! JITAO OTOT! HAHA! The whole hot plate to himself!! HAHA!

Thanks to those who helped me out in the cleaning!!! Especially TIANTIAN, agnes, pearlyn, rachel and gina! ^^ SERIOUSLY! Thanks alot! Of course! The last batch of survivor! agnes, kc and yongji! haha!

(LADIES~~~)

(The only picture I had! sobs! With shikin! Thanks shikin! I hope you enjoyed yourself!! Sorry I cant entertain you much.. [>.<])

(Standing up to get the food! LOL! Only these four of them!!)

(While on the other side.. Jitao enjoying nia.. sitting down.. LOL!)

(I like this picture!! IN ALL DIRECTION!! Standing also have! especially yongji!! LOL!)

(The healthy side, as we had just boil food! :) )

(The unhealthy side where they kept cooking the chicken!! LOL!)

Washed the hotplate with.. coke??? LOL! Both of the guys damn funny! Cause we couldnt take the metal part out of the device, so I look for the manual book..LOL! Thanks to all of them! I managed to spend the night to clean up the rest of my house! ^^ HEE! Of course, since they helped me till so late, I bus-ed with them to bishan and slacked awhile before we leave! THANK YOU ALL SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!! Every single one of YOU!!! :) I seriously was afraid that it wont not turn out well, especially when we were behind schedule!! [>.<] ALL GOES TO THE EFFORTS OF EVERYONE!!! THANKS!!!

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Am I good? :(

YESTERDAY! 081210:
AWESOME FYP team mates [leader, agnes, pearlyn and guifang] went to bugis to get our poster printed!!! We meet at 11am, however!! haha! I was late! Not bad sia, aswandy on time!!! haha! FOR THE FIRST TIME! [>.<] LOL!

Anyway, we proceed with our plan... Get our poster printing, while we went for our lunch! OF COURSE! HAHA! Wanted to eat the previous vegetarian that we had, but then.. we decided to change our taste! haha! ALSO NOT BAD! We spent 30minutes nonsense-ing, then we walked around to get ourselves a drink!! SLURPEE~~~ HAHA! Sudden craving! AND I DIDNT KNOW THAT THERE'S NEW PRODUCT OF YUPI GUMMY CANDIES!! OMG! My eyes jitao sparkles with.. flame~~ haha! But I hold on to my temptation! haha!

After an hour, we happily walked to the National Library.. Far lor.. That distance can nearly made me finish one large cup of slurpee!!! LOL!

We abit mountain tortoises! HAHA! We thought that we can choose from level 5 to 12/13.. We decided to check on level 10, it was a total.. silent? 'coolness'? Security guard seated in the section was using her eyes to tell us, "Dont even think about coming a step closer.." Hurried off!! We decided to try another level.. And we were chased off in a friendly manner to level 5.. -.- That's the only level for self study.. By holding on to the map is not too much of use.

And level 5 was pathetic small, worse than bishan!! No plug, no space. Fine. We moved outside and seated on the floor with a plug at the side of the pillar. We were discussing for around an hour, a security guard came .. -.- "No sitting on the floor." "No using of the plug." Sorry lor, we already used to our RP way! haha! See plug, just use only! haha! In the library, just TOL *Talked Out Loud* only.. The plug also never locked, no sign saying of no usage.. LOUSY LIBRARY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! National library? Just because of the size of the library? RP library still the best! ^^

After being told off not to sit on the floor, we went to the outdoor!! Thanks to the friendly weather, it was not too hot! At least bearable to continue with our stuff!! Nice view right? Look as if we were at someone's garden! haha!

We ended our meeting at 3plus.. Pearlyn was not going straight home, she says she going to G2000 to get her formal wear.. But we damn free, so insisted to accompany her! haha! We really treat aswandy as .. xiaomei ! haha! Our jiemei for half a day... We really walked to lots of shop... walked to bugis junction and then back to OG! HAHA! On the way when we passed bugis street, pearlyn grabbed herself a box of small 'kuehsss'.. while I get prawn fritter.. guifang bought soya bean with grass jelly and leader bought sugar cane! haha! THE PRAWN FRITTER NICE LEH!!! HAHA!

We shopped till like 4pm going to 5pm.. Train-ed with guifang and agnes.. pearlyn trained opposite direction as us.. Only left aswandy at bugis! LOL! Cause he has to wait for gina! haha!

Slept in the train! AWFULLY TIRED! HAHA! Has to rush home for dinner before meeting emily teeeee! ^^

(Just ignored the car and took a picture once we reached BPP...)

And she really bought KOI for me and huimin, at bishan! haha! STUBBORN LIKE A OLD COW! LOL! Gave her money she jitao just ignored me. LOL! Trained to BPP is the best of the best!!! THE TRAIN DAMN PACKED LOR! HAHA! [>.<] And I started the joke.. -.- I talked and talked.. then.. a drop of my saliva accidentally landed on emily's hand.. [>.<] I'M SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SORRY! LOL! We jitao kept laughing! :S Dont like that leh.. haha!

We meet huimin at BPP.. They had dinner at ... MAC! HAHA! I seriously dont know how to reply huimin when she always say, "*something something*没有跟我讲。" Is like I also like dont have the chance to tell you anything.. then of course never say la.. If not it will be damn random!!!! Please teach me a way to respond to this situation! LOL! All suggestions are welcomed!

We were 1 hour late for the meeting! haha! And our timing damn good! When we stepped in, they just started their learning of the SIS steps.. -.- HAHA! Meeting ended at 10pm! :( So damn late! Sighs. While taking the lift down, karma returned to me. Emily's pearl dropped next to my feet.. I can feel the pearl's texture! LOL! Just LOL only! haha!

Trained with.. LOTS OF PEOPLE! Emily, benny, jovien, guangming and wilson! haha! DROPPED DEAD AT HOME. haha!

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One more day.. it will be 200 days le!!!!!! Sighs. Gone 就是 gone. No chance in coming back again.
I also didnt know, each day I passed like that.. unknowingly it added a day more to the day you departed from us. Thinking again, did I already passed through the darkest period in my life?
I only feel better when I didnt think of it, but now.. recalling everything, heart sank again. tears formed at my eyes again. How could this feeling be further fading away? I have no idea.Comrade, are you happy? How to be happy? When I want to recall the memory, I have to keep reminding myself... "sadness will come with it."

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Knowing a person for a month is different from knowing a person for a year.

I was damn damn damn angry yesterday! But to avoid nagginess, I put it into another form.. -->Outcome of talking to wall (click on the image for clearer view)

And my sis is staying at home too long, she seems like she quit her job again. I seriously can't stand the way she thinks for herself!!! She just happily asked me if she could borrow thing from me, I thought it was itouch. But she wanted my laptop. -.- then what I used? I no need to go school ah? Jitao no brain! I also damn bad mood when I returned home, so thanks to my mood swing I managed to reject her in her face!!! "huh? My small one is netbook not for game play, my big one I need for school, I don't want to make it chui." she already has a laptop and a desktop, adding on she is working. By right, she should just leave me alone and buy herself one!!!! My big laptop was bought by my own salary. So just f-k off. Very pissed already. :( :(

even if there were so many unhappiness going on, but today there was something that caught us!!! Lol!
Hint: I was trumatised after hearing music playing from yongrong xiaojie!!!  

Thoughts: >>> In order to sustain in a long run, ingredients like understanding, listening and communcation are needed. Very important! Dont always only think of yourself, the world dont only spins for YOU! But ALL OF US! Live the BEST OF YOUR LIFE!! Present and future are what it counts!!!

Tomorrow, going to have my poster printed and going through the presentation and question asking!!! JIAYOU WORXX TEAM MATES! ^^

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CANT YOU JUST SLOW DOWN ALITTLE????????????

WOO! NEW WEEK! It's the start of DECEMBER! OH NO! I already foresee myself for being extremely broke for this month!!! [>.<] 4 birthday babies for this month... Then got xmas celebration with DO RE MI, adding on.. GOING FOR STEAMBOAT? NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! Need to mend the big hole in my POCKET! LOL!!!!!

Damn tired!! I slept at 2 or 3am after watching a movie.. WAH! I CRIED SHIOL~ HAHA! Almost wetted my whole pillow.. The funny part I guess is that I have to cry quietly, cause my irritating sister was sleeping.. Have to wake up early the next day.. for school despite it was a wednesday..-.-

It seems that we were kind of hard core too.. I spent my 1st december with my FYP team mates! HAHA! IN SCHOOL! DOING POSTER! We meet at 10.30.. and we stayed till 6pm! JUST FOR POSTER MAKING! [>.<] Lots of argument that makes me laugh and shout!! We were all so lost when faci commented that our poster was worst than our previous semester de.. We were like so.. WHAT?! HAHA! But I was hoping our 2nd draft is approved lor...

And thanks to xiaomei for buying STICKY!!! LOL! And gina too! I think no her.. then I wont have 口福!! haha!

OH! OH! AND HOR! Yesterday! I saw this... GUY DRESSING LIKE A LADY! WTH! SERIOUSLY! OMG! O.M.G! Jitao linked to my RJ question on that day for my psychology sia! haha! 'He' wore high heel and BRA some more! Short jean and wore lipstick too! I wil never never forget how 'he' siam the rain from splashing onto 'him', and how 'he' covered his ears mouthing 'ah' or what de.. GOSH! spooky~~~

Sigh. Tomorrow school again. TIRED TO THE MAX! :( :( :(

Cant imagine after december has come to an end. It's going to be A YEAR! OMG! :(
The thought of it.. no good, no good.

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Only you, I giving up. *END*

Monday encounter: 221110
WOOO~~~ Ending this week soon.. After 2 more days... HAHA! Last monday morning I encountered a very funny incident, I happily walking into the MRT and I saw this funny woman like want to block my way. And when I looked up, it was GINA! LOL! she damn funny! I swear! She still say, "Yueming, I tell you. I'm so damn late!!!!!!!!" HAHA! JOKE!

Psychology UT sia~ I was doing my UT half way then.. my computer.. low battery! OMG! DAMN CHUI LOR! Waited for minutes for it to reload back to my home page.. URGH! UT1 CHUI!

Tuesday encounter:
Today hard core-less psychology module! Cause we doing debate! Much more funnier and enjoyable! Thanks to yihao! HA! The one oyster, *clam*!

During our 2nd break, yeeruen joined us.. We were talking about nanotechnology quiz... Rachel said something like, 我随便做都拿8 (or 10)分。。。 Pearlyn said something like, 我也是，好像7分。。。 And the funny part came.. Yeeruen commented, 这样好。我认真做才拿5分。。。 JITAO JUST LOL! HAHA!

And I come across this from the facebook! And I guess it's kind of funny!!! HAHA!

Beside that, I came to know that Daisaku Ikeda has been awarded 300th Academic Honor From University of Massachusetts Boston!!! 300 LEH!!! Dont play play lor! Can refer to this link!! I got proof lor! haha! --> http://www.cnbc.com/id/40309864

On the way back with yongrong and rachel, they train-ed with me to yishun! I was happily sitting down after they left.. all the way reaching to bishan when someone grabbed my hand.. IT WAS SHEENA! BEST HOR! She was standing infront of ME!!! Because both of us were playing games! So never see each other! haha! JOKE! ^^

Wednesday encounter:

Went back to school at 12pm for fyp report checking by GCK... We meet for lunch without agnes cause she was late... And aswandy xiao mei did something damn funny and embarrassing for himself.. While trying to squeeze the chilli out of the bottle, a drop of chilli sauce dripped onto a girl's back as he shaked the bottle!! LOL! WE HURRY SIAM SIA! LOL!

We also cleaned up our experiment, then we damn joke! We took back weak acid resin for some DIY thingy! LOL!

Quite a obedient girl for the day as she attended biomaterial workshop after the clean up! :) HAPPY SHIOL~ And I went to toa payoh to get my cream~~ It was so damn long! Reached home around 10pm.. -.-

Thursday encounter:

Nothing special.. Went home with my classy.. I felt kind of bad as I only walked with them when I didnt go home with DO RE MI.. [>.<] SORRY!

Revision for biomaterial UT.. no mood.. Adding on I was waiting for time to pass, so that I can watch my 9.30pm show on channel U!! IT WAS DAMN NICE AND NERVE BREAKING SHOW! I love the black bear! So fat and heavy still can climb up the electric pole.. Just like my hamster! ^^

Still, after staying up near to 1am.. I still not done with my notes.. -.- UT CHUI!

Friday encounter:

Went to school with pearlyn as tian waiting for soapy lim... Nothing special for the day, just that everyone here and there was rushing to hand in report. HAHA! Of course... I was one of them! :D

UT today! Last UT 1.. It was the best out of my other modules! Other module damn CMI! QUITE SAD LOR.. Cause some I did read, but then I dont know why kind of nervous then spent too much time stoning to calm myself down! haha!

And.. I.. HAHA! Make it short and simple..
To you know who 1: focus on your rj instead of your that 'auto correction' for messages la.. zzz..
To you know who 2: Dont be bad to say, "ya, leave mong mong behind." when I asked you if you leave anything behind. Jitao not friendly lor! haha!
To chopstick: HA! You the most zai de! LOL!

>>> I dont know why... Sometimes I just feel damn frustrated. Your smiles is always the one I looking out for.. Because it will erase my frustration away!

Finally get to experience THE MOST buay zi dong MALAY WOMAN! WTH! CAN SHE JUST BUZZ OFF?? Not I want to be racist.. She was too much! I swear.. I was already smaller in size than the rest, those who sit beside me is always benefit-ing themselves since they will get more space.. But this woman hor.. She just put her DAMN BIG PLASTIC BAG AT MY SIDE! Practically pushing and squeezing her bag to me!!!! I thought she will put it on the floor after she settled down. WTH! I WAS DAMN PISSED! WHO THE HELL WILL BE THAT INCONSIDERATE! Even elder aunties are not like that. She dont zi dong, then I zi dong lor.. I moved away. WTH! ANGRY LOR. DONT BULLY THE SMALL LEH!

When I reached home, I was touched to see my table so clean! THANK YOU! MUMMY! or.. my youngest sister.. HAHA! It used to be mountain or you can say it as high rise building, now it has become flat land for ... new property?? HAHA!

*** Ended for the week, will spend more time to blog since UT ended together with report!***

WOOO! ~~~DECEMBER COMING.. Not indicating or emphasising on the nightmare of FYP assessment day.. BUT! The approaching end of this year! At first, I did not like the idea of it.. However, recently.. I feel that it was better for it to come early!!! Because it means that everything that has started will end! Will have the full stop to it!! I'm glad it stopped at 3 or should I say 3&1/2? Hate the thought of having more.. Enough le... Help me stopped the misery ok? :)

I think things will start to be better, will definitely feel for it each time I thought about it.. Hmm.. I was so glad to have another A for my psychology.. My effort doesnt stopped here... I want to prove to faci!!! I PUSHED MYSELF TO THE MAXEST OF THE MAX! HPMH! With the goal/mission in mind... YUEMING DONT GET COOL OFF~~ CONTINUE TO HEAT UP!!!

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Comrade! Hmm. I did it again! And I think I understand better and better!
I was kind of anxious that I didnt manage to fuifill what I wanted to.
If not, kind of wasted to do this module right? I will jiayou! Must continue to give me more strength and remind me all the time! Must know that I will not forget you!!

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放弃？ yes? no? or clinching on like koala bear?

I think I can win the best "good girl" award! LOL! I jitao saturday studied the whole day sia!!! OMG! This is so not me! haha! But I think advance material has lots of understanding need to be done, I spent the whole afternoon finishing my problem 3 and 4 only lor!! But I realised everything is linking here and there, it takes time for yueming to understand! LOL!

WAH! I really need motivation for psychology sia... There is so many theories to go through! FISH MYSELF! Seriously I abit regret taking it, I feel like giving up liao sia... Like only dumb dumb like me take it for that reason. And I was thinking why didnt the guilt go away... GO AWAY!!! Affecting me for so many months!! LOL..

When I was finding encouragement, I saw this phrase, "effort and hard work construct the bridge that connects your dreams to REALITY. Those who make steady efforts are full of hope. And hope, in turn, arises from steady efforts. Embrace your dreams and advance as far as they can take you." - Daisaku Ikeda

I jitao emo.. like a child hiding at one corner of the house.. LOL! Can really effort and hard work lead me to where I want to be? But I still cant see anything from there yet... I also put in dmk leh!! [>.<] Why is it taking so long to happen? If it doesnt happen quick, I shall say, "都是骗人的！！！骗人！！！" Please, yueming.. makes it happened ok?? --> SO GLAD!!! IT HAPPENED! FOR THE FIRST TIME! :D I will present you my good report card!!! [>.<] Must believe me I can de!! I never forget the initial purpose of it!!!!! OMG! TOUCHED... I MANAGED TO FUIFILL IT!!!! DO YOU KNOW HOW DELIGHTED I AM???

For this sem, it's either so hard to maintain my current grades or getting good grades that at the same time cheered me for a little nia~ Sighs. HAHA! But! BUT! I guess, even though this sem is so tough, I think I will feel great when I overcome it with good outcome right? DYING FOR THAT DAY TO COME!!! OMG! HAHA! will it comes? will it comes????? hope so.. hope so.

DEAR ALL... For those who in their last year.. end it with a *BANG*! A very very big BANG! Only then, it will make your days in RP worthwhile ba! ^^ Just jiayou in everything.. There will be times when you feel like slacking like nobody's business, but cheer each other ba! Regrets free ok? :)

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Even though it was hard, but I still want to overcome it.Dont want my previous effort goes into the drain just like that.

You are my motivation!

Please continue to motivate me in every way, although your way of motivating is always so heart breaking for me to move on..

But still, it's the way I will learn and remember by hard.

I'm suitable to learn by the hard way ba. Tell me not to give up ok?

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The way life is... it goes on no matter what.

Today:
GOSH! Today biomaterials is always so tiring and long!! ROAR!!! HAHA! But still manageable, anyway.. janice, xiaomei and I tried our best to communicate with budhi le... But kind of hard, cause we just know each other! Hope we will be able to work better with one another again ba! haha!

I wonder how a person have such a huge confidence in lying to someone... Seriously... Where the confidence came from? Totally agreed with cause and effect, whatever you did will have an effect to it. Since you did this, of cause there will be a result to it. --> Only when you are sincerely true to someone from your heart, eventually they will open up to you.

TODAY MY FIRST DAY using back to my old nokia phone!!! OMG! I JUST MISS EVERYTHING... *sobs* All my precious memories... Every SINGLE ONE OF THEM... Makes me feel that, "woo... 已经过了这么久了。" There's some also quite joke la! haha!

Tomorrow going is the day!! Halloween siao! haha! I abit scared! When I tio frightened by joel tan during my break!! Jitao weak heart liao! haha! BUT STILL! EXCITED!!!

271010:
Meet pearlyn, agnes and guifang on 12.30pm... When I about to tap out of the MRT station.. I saw this malay man been handcuffed and escorted by 2 MRT officers into the station. I jitao shocked lor! I scare also! haha! I scare the uncle run wild and hold me as a hostage! WAH! LIKE DRAMA SIA! HAHA! Honestly speaking, it's a rare sight! ^^

Just nice, I reached interchange 169 came~~ Off we go! We were early! So I decided to get slurpee! WAHAHAHA! The rest of them got themselves milk tea~~~ Leader was an hour late lor.. tsk. And I had a shocked by the aswandy's entrance!! JITAO SCARY LOR! He opened the door without showing his head at the circle window!!! [>.<] After that, I couldnt remember my wireless password!!! -.-

But anyway, we had a big discussion! We go through our report, and decide together what we should remove or add on... HAHA! We spent 2 hours in doing so... OH! OH! Agnes brought the car we bought for her to school for us to play! IT WAS SO FUN!!! The signal damn good lor! I still can play from outside while the car was inside!!! [>.<] HEE! DAMN AWESOME AND FUN!!! WOOOOOHOOO!

After fyp, went off to meet ynez and huimin!!! HAHA! See! We so good girl, emily tee la. Tsk. Dont be so lazy la... :( I thought have full attendance for year 3 lor.. Cause chopstick said he going... ended up.. attendance: 4/5. So the 3 of us just took a bus to bukit panjang! We had KFC for dinner in the end! haha! After dinner, ynez wanted to go see see electronic stuff. -.-

YNEZ AH! Dont go around telling how much your sister going to give you la! Later people thought you sibei rich.. Then kidnap me as hostage for ransom how? LOL! And hor.. She is damn GLUED to the TV which was showing SNSD.. Huimin kept dragging her out.. Huimin!! I innocent de! I only stayed inside cause I was talking to renna, I didnt know you all want to leave until you start pulling me out! [>.<] LOL! haha! Jitao damn joke!

MOS BURGER!!! My next stop for milk tea~~~ HAHA! I love it.. but the milk the staff gave seriously GAO GAO SIA~~~ haha! I thought we have the chance of doing evening gongyo, ended up.. -.- We were not very late lor. Tsk. Sensei this time round really never attended the video shiol~~ Is it because of this, today's people was not much... But never mind! I'm still happy! Cause I managed to get huimin, ynez and junhu out for sensei video! Despite we only have FYPs on our off days or even school~ ^^

Thank you chopstick for sending us to woodland! Must remain this friendliness in you ah~~ haha! HOME SWEET HOME! WEEE~~

>>>

친구 아, please continue to smile ok?
Your smiles seriously made me feel happier and warm hearted.
Must know that your smile is so important to me, please smile on and on! :)

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I bought new battery le. Eh. I kope the $ from my.. :S *Shh.*

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OH NO! AISH!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO AGNES!!! ^^ Sorry, came in 5 days late.. [>.<] But I hope you dont mind, despite the absence of a birthday cake and a card!! Sorry! Not enough preparation, if I get batteries before I attended school today, I think it will be MORE FUN AND AWESOME!!! Really hope you like it! Anyway, kimyeow spoiler lor.. tsk.

Anyway, THANKFULLY I CAN TALK ABOUT IT NOW!!! HAHA! Last thursday, pearlyn, guifang and I went to kiddy palace to get F1 car model... But sadly, we found none... Damn sian lor... Then we continued to look around and we found this sport car looking model!! At least it's the closest right? haha!

So after several thinking, we decided to re-modify into something more COOL and SIMILAR looking racing car! haha! That day we spent all our assets on this, cause we all never bring extra $ out!!! [>.<] Then we turned to our leader for S.O.S, ask him to get the chocolate instead! haha! We split the task shiol~ Team work! ^^

(Aswandy xiaomei aka driver... driving guifang..together with...)

HA! HA! HA! Yueming very steady right? Look like racing car anot?? I was so afraid that it will turned out ugly.. DIY can be IRREVERSIBLE!! Fortunately, it turned out to be SOOOOO FINE!~~~~

(me, AGNES and pearlyn!! ahaha! 2020! 20 years old!)

My idea was to buy batteries to drive the car into her classroom and pass her a note by sticking it on top of the car.. But then.. We at W5/W6.. TOOOOOO FAR from booklink! Adding on.. We were way too lazy! :S Therefore, we make our lives easier by just passing her the presents! :)

Both me and pearlyn went over to W6L4 to meet aswandy... HA! We all jokers, stand outside the class like idiots.. Ended up.. THAT KIMYEOW SPOILT EVERYTHING! TSK! He jitao just tell agnes that we giving her chocolate, WALAU LOR! SERIOUSLY, JUST WALAU LOR!!

(Heart thumping with excitement ba?? heee!)

(IT'S A 'SPORT CAR' MODEL FOR YOU! LOL!)

(FYP KAKEEs never forget ONE ANOTHER LOR! ^^ YOU ALL THE BEST LA~)

Agnes, I hope you dont mind that I never call the rest of our ex-classy.. Cause I feel that you will like it to be simple and peaceful! haha! So I only call out to our FYP team mates nia~ Hope you SERIOUSLY DELIGHTED to receive these present from us! ENJOY! :)
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>>> You entered my life again when I was about to free myself. :(
What to do.
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The taboo word, _ _ _ _ for yueming.. The most contagious... Starts with a 'S'... end with a 'N'... YES AH! BINGO! S.I.A.N! Sighs. I thought I was the only one who get such an AWFUL grade, not awesome... tsk. This faci is a friendly-in-disguise lor!! I jitao get cheated by her. She look as if will give a B, but ended up. I felt that most of the classmates were busy discussing about it, I'm not the only 'victim'.

What to do, faci's high expectation is so high that it went beyond my height lor.. My very first faci I came across with expectation like that. Jitao shoot me right into my 'face' ... on daily grade! haha! But I seriously hope to do better!!! [>.<] I want to fuifill my original purpose of taking this module. I dont want faci to say I have poor understanding by judging the score of my quiz. So mundane lor... Tsk. If I could roar here, I definitely will ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! HATE IT! 아! ..정말.

Tomorrow nano-technology! Hope it will get better! Nano-tech faci is much better! Sorry, comes to grading... yueming very biased.. irregardless of races~~ HAHA!
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I want my psychology grade to be my actual proof.

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ONE WHOLE DAY! FULLEST MOMENT!

Last FYP of the week! ~~ HAHA! Forever making fun of each other and doing our work at the same time~ HAHA! I think that how we should do it at least can take away the bored-ness ba. If not, it will be so boring!!! Like the way how we girls attack our leader when he kept saying us and we kept saying him! LOL!

But we just got do what we need to do la, but I guess I played around the most sia... [>.<] Sorry. Feel alittle bad about that. The story of faci's children! haha!! I failed to take father and son picture TWICE! MAKE ME GO WTH!!! MISSED AGAIN! haha! But at least I took this from his laptop!

(No offence.)

Today damn "crowded" again! haha! Same lab with tian de... As usual I felt so sleepy... especially I was doing my logbook while listening to the background music when weikian was playing my itouch... Cause my song kana cut off by his game!!! Jitao hypnotise me to sleep... Managed to keep myself damn occupied by walking around to see whether they need help. We ended early today!!! BUT! Must wait for gina's team, cause we loan our labcoats to them. While waiting ralph, kc, joel, peter, yongji and some others came over. Making lots of noise till the TSO come say us. HAHAH! I actually fell asleep after that. :S Especially when I had my big laptop cover, OMG! CUSHION SHIOL~ The weather damn shiok!

Cabbed back to cwp cause it was raining heavily!!!! But so cool, we took the expensive cab.. However, we only paid $1 each!!! LOL! CHEAP~ Sigh. Trained the opposite direction from guifang and agnes, have to go bukit panjang to meet emily first. I thought I have to be under the rain, however, bukit panjang was scrotching instead of raining cats and dogs!! SO MUCH DIFFERENCE! WTH! But good! ^^ No need to go under the rain and act emo! LOL!

First to reach bukit panjang before emily, so headed to mac to slack. SIAN!! WIFI NOT WORKING! -.- But I have entertainment in the mac.. I saw a group of secondary school lians~~ WALAU! So young yet they have tattoos.. -.- Damn.. OMG... They dont speak chinese or even english/singlish to communicate. They more zai, they use vulgarity... they speak like free though IT IS free.. But if you put that on show which they will censor those vulgarity, I think what you hear was just *BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP* all the way from the start to the end of their conversations. What emily saw was just a small mole out of a mountain~ HAHA!

Thank you emily tee for helping me carry my fatty laptop!! haha! We shopped in DAISO for... 1 hour? HAHA! AND! AND! AND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I BOUGHT NEW TOY! Call the puppet, BOO! haha! We saw that at the entrance, so I was wearing it all the way and irritates emily everywhere she goes! Yueming goes, BOO! BOO~ BOO. BOO? BOOOOOOOOOO..... haha! I WAS DAMN EXCITED TO SEE HUIMIN'S REACTION WHEN I WILL GO 'BOO' HER!!

Expected reaction when she reached and I immediately BOO-ed her, she jitao stared at me and ignored me! LOL! JOKE!!! I swear! I swear! Huimin was the joke of the day!!! I never lie! From the minute we met, we kept laughing and laughing. Eating KFC... It's just way too funny! Thank you emily tee for the lanyard! haha! Huimin damn asshole, just bought it and she goes, "frankly speaking, this lanyard abit ugly..." LOL! But she still kept it cause got elmo! haha!

Then on the way to senja, she come "OLENG" us!!! She was trying to say orange! haha! WE LAUGHED LIKE SIAO! We 3 quite good girls! Especially when we managed to stay awake during the video, good job to emily! haha! Though in between we 3 like take turns to be busy with our phones!

Last craving: ICE CREAM!

Sad, cause we reached BBP at 9.30++ the yoghurt ice cream closed. So huimin wanted to get her Mr bean ice cream, that's another joke of the day. Her ice cream.. FALL!!! LOL! CANT HELP LAUGHING! She damn relaxed even though the ice cream was staining her iphone 4 leh~ haha! I see I gan chiong sia! BUT HER WHOLE HAND!!! LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!! WAS THE ICE CREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! She still have the endurance to carry it till the aunty brings her tissue!! LOL! THE WHOLE CLEANING UP WAS SERIOUS... L.O.L! HAHAHA!

We were so addicted to.. "YAH!" hahaha! and... "A"! haha! Waited for huimin to board her 187!! While me and emily trained home! ^^ And my joke came.. -.- A dirty one. "睡懒觉." -.- I noticed after I saying that. All emily's doing. LOL! :x Alright! I have plenty of laughters with them! I swear! Thank you! :)

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^^ An unexpected text today. LOL!
Come earlier next time leh~

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2 occasionsssss~

Tuesday: Woo.. FYP again shiol~ This time, I was seriously damn sleepy. I have laze on my bed for 20 minutes!!! [>.<] Sighs. The weather was just right for sleeping!!! HAHA!

Running of HPLC seriously very time consuming! Tsk, so I continued to do my logbook to occupy myself. But then hor, the more I do I more sleepy I get. So, once more... I doze off! Instead of lazing on my bed, I laze onto my logbook! LOL! Till lunch time! :S I felt bad towards my team mates! Yueming will be more hardworking next time to repay you all! HAHA!

Today very "crowded"! LOL! With gina, tiantian together with her team mates, kinshen and Gaurav during lunch! Weikian came later~ haha! Was damn full but happy! Cause I get to drink mango milk! ^^

(The father and son~~)

The key "words" for today:

长子, no 长女s.

Table cloth, no banana.

ONLY police station.

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Just now, I have this angel and devil arguing in me.
But eventually angel defeated the evil devil.
I tried my best today, I hope "I did well." :)
This is what I can do so far.

----------11.59pm----------

WAH! I just finished watching the break up of the ANT COUPLE from 'We Got Married'. This time round seriously feel damn sad for them, stayed together for a year, then have to break up once the mission card came! WTH! HAHA!

But whatever the couple did to each other was damn sweet! Especially Crown J bought her 321 roses and 1 pair of new arrival shoes + one pairless shoes! His reason for doing this was to have reason to meet her up during the summer! HEEE! So cute shiol~ NICE SHOW! MUST WATCH! :D After you watch, then you will know why I addicted to polariod camera also! haha! ^^

Anyway hor, laptop failed to load user sia! I CANT USE MY BIG LAPTOP!!! I still love you though you have a sibling with you, but you cannot be jealous at this point of time. You should already get used to it!!! I been fair to use you in the night and use your sibling in the day! So... PLEASE SURVIVE!! I have lots of pictures and music!!! All my memories! *WORRIES* I love you, that matters. [>.<]

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Eh brother + comrade. I still miss you. Why parting always hurt so badly and permanent?
Whatever I feel, think, do or say, can you see it? I just feel sad that I never get to see you one last time. :(
All those thoughts I had in my itouch, are nothing but words of sorry. They are everywhere.
Am I very bastard if I say I getting better now?

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I will continue to strive for the BESTTTTTTTTT!!

AHHHHH! Our fyp failed sia! We had to change to plan B! HAHA! Sian de lor, packing column here we go again.. But this time round, no youtube!!! If not.. the solvent flows out without us noticing again! [>.<]

We had our lunch together without aswandy xiaomei, no. I didnt had my lunch anyway.. LOL! I skipped, for THE FIRST TIME!!! Cause I have a "sumptuous" breakfast! ^^ Kaya butter loaf set B! HAHAHA! But I did bought snack in case I was hungry, but before I feel hungry I already started on them! Heh.

There's this handicap association around our campus, they look pitiful. So I decided to use the change I had after I bought my snack, as donation~~ 我有爱心!!! haha!

Anyway, today we did HPLC... waiting time was always long!

(LIKE FATHER AND SON RIGHT???!)

^^ No worry, already posted it out on fb! :) leader's long lost father! Wonderful reunion!!

Today, I think I really had myself 100% occupied! haha! I did my logbook, and cutting out all my graphs and pictures!!! ^^

(Look like picture using Polaroid camera? AFTER.)

I was cutting out my graphs when I thought of cutting one of my unwanted waste paper to this!!! WAHAHAHA! Yea, I'm always the one who played the most during FYP!~~~ :S

(This was a picture of gina before it was being edited! LOL)

(I decided not to edit the rest, cause its time consuming! LOL! This is pearlyn!)

(This is agnes! LOL!)

(Random togetherness with gina!)

Alright, that's all! I have to skip my FYP on monday!! Cause on the monday I'm going to spend a night with my DO RE MI!!! I hope it's still on!!! [>.<] Really miss them alot! Want to have fun with them before school starts!!! Sorry team mates!!! [>.<] I will join you all if it is cancelled... But low possibility!!! HAHAHAHA! I guess..

TATA~~

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I go speechless whenever the topic is brought up again.

I dont really bother how much people may think of me now.

why should I live the way you all expect me to? it's unfair.

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Anyway, yueming SERIOUSLY not interested for this year.

I will feel that.. it's nothing to be happy about.

I just hope everything remain like this and never change, or maybe a change for the BETTER.

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Is good to keep one's mind occupied, though it is tired.

FYP continues again~

(Should really change back to my Nokia phone, camera is better and at least the function is much more easier compared to LG~ LOL! )

We had our $5 meal today! HAHA! We had our lunch at the japanese stall, just nice pearlyn, agnes and I were using $5 to pay for our food. So we asked leader whether he has $5, and he did! LOL! We of course never pang seh guifang, she was Q-ing at her vegetarian stall! ^^ Had a good lunch, but I was the last because I couldnt concentrate on eating due to the horrible weather!!!! [>.<]

We had quite a number of mistakes today!!! Sighs. There was once that could be avoid, but yueming speak too slow... -.- NEVER MIND! We have plan A! Sticky notes!! haha! We have new apparatus!!! ^^ Of course... we have to familarise with them!

(I'm trying real hard to get better with the apparatus!)

We tried to really do lots of stuff to entertain ourselves... I tried out the mini basketball using the tripod stand and the black ring I'm holding in the picture above... Then we tried to do the passing game together, lastly, we tried soccer! LOL!

Tomorrow will be another long day shiol~ Sighs... YUEMING, YOU ARE DOING FINE! JIAYOU! Must be HAPPY!! JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!!!

++++ Deep in thoughts ++++

It's true, sensei is right. We should never break a promise, we should keep our words. Because I understand the feeling of a broken promise. A promise that I was waiting for it to happen, and yet, nothing seems to happen. I guess I will stop looking forward to what you have said, stop looking forward the day you will fulfill it and to stop looking forward to everything that we mentioned.

I just treat it as a bullet train travelling past from ears to ears. Anyway, what am I 期待-ing for? I dont think I have the right to do so too.

I just wish if one day I could have a chance to not to do/think about ANYTHING and to really ENJOY like siao FOR ONCE... I also will be glad. But I know I cant. If I stopped my pace, my surroundings will be affected. Sigh. I played a part. WAAAA!

I think I will get busy from today onwards... Saturday will be an exciting day! :) Meihui's ceremony and also my mum's birthday... LOL! But of course, I think only me and mum will get to eat together. LOL!

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WOOO! It's just too hard core...

I just finished my last UTs yesterday... and.. today...

WE STARTED ON FYP 2 LIAO!!!

9.30am+ at woodland interchange~ -.-

SORRY! to guifang, pearlyn and agnes for being late. SighS. But thankfully I managed to call them when 169 arrived after I reached the interchange!! CHIONG AH! haha!

We had breakfast since we still have time, adding on, leader was late... ZzZzZZ..

Once we reached the lab.. WOOOOO!~~ 回味 sia~~

We started on our work STRAIGHT!!!

You are not at the scene of any murderer case! LOL! Just a scene of the lab~~ HAHA! Cause we want to hurry finish, so we break into two groups... Me and leader helped in the filtering...

It's not we have accident or what, is we do it PURPOSELY... ARTISTIC RIGHT?

This is the most funny de~~ HAHA! I forget who come up with this idea, should be xiaomei ba.. Since he is.. ^^ LOL! Right side is better in shape right? hee! We made another one!!! LOL! But that one, I dont think it's good for me to post here! LOL! You will know it de gina~~ ^^

ME! Spooky to have something on my shoulder ba??? :S

GUIFANG THE MOST REAL DE!!!!

PEARLYN ALSO CANNOT MISS OUT THIS FUN! HAHA!

Agnes was busy with her work~ So I helped her! ahah!

ZzZzZZ. Leader also must be included la~

Conclusion! Cause I just randomly remembered I used to blow up one glove during one of the modules! Then I do it again for fun! LOL!

We ended our FYP till 5pm... I thought we will be able to end early so that I could go get my medication.. But then have to chiong back home for dinner before the meeting at renna's house starts... I was damn tired. I swear. Woke up at 7.30am... it has been a whole day. I also dont know what's the meeting about, I just went to make up the numbers... Met meihui who brings me over, but who knows a mission came... Have to u-turn to stall the time.

Yea, I agree that I was moody during the discussion. I know I shouldnt be like that, I tried not to. I was kind of regret going/attending the meeting. They expect too much? That's what I was thinking back then... Each time, whenever I was the only year 3 there.. I will have the feeling of, "Ooo, I'm the representative again." It's never fun to be alone.

Is it by showing faces each time means that I very free? Then if that's the case, I shall not be consistent...

I skipped thursday workshop... Sighs. It has been a period of times since we started to be busy with FYP again.... 10am to 6+? Chiong ba~

I shall be nasty, since being nice is an disadvantage.

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