Knowing a person for a month is different from knowing a person for a year.

I was damn damn damn angry yesterday! But to avoid nagginess, I put it into another form.. -->Outcome of talking to wall (click on the image for clearer view)

And my sis is staying at home too long, she seems like she quit her job again. I seriously can't stand the way she thinks for herself!!! She just happily asked me if she could borrow thing from me, I thought it was itouch. But she wanted my laptop. -.- then what I used? I no need to go school ah? Jitao no brain! I also damn bad mood when I returned home, so thanks to my mood swing I managed to reject her in her face!!! "huh? My small one is netbook not for game play, my big one I need for school, I don't want to make it chui." she already has a laptop and a desktop, adding on she is working. By right, she should just leave me alone and buy herself one!!!! My big laptop was bought by my own salary. So just f-k off. Very pissed already. :( :(

even if there were so many unhappiness going on, but today there was something that caught us!!! Lol!
Hint: I was trumatised after hearing music playing from yongrong xiaojie!!!  

Thoughts: >>> In order to sustain in a long run, ingredients like understanding, listening and communcation are needed. Very important! Dont always only think of yourself, the world dont only spins for YOU! But ALL OF US! Live the BEST OF YOUR LIFE!! Present and future are what it counts!!!

Tomorrow, going to have my poster printed and going through the presentation and question asking!!! JIAYOU WORXX TEAM MATES! ^^

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FRIDAY! SELF DECLARE OFFFFF!

CLAPS! TO YUEMING! :) Though I woke up bloody late, like 1plus going to 2pm.. But I still have the mood to do my REPORT! Cause I just remember that I need to hand up by tuesday -.- Anyway, INTRODUCTION HAS TO DO MANY MANY PLENTY PLENTY OF RESEARCH!!! [>.<] I realised that ALL my introductions has been replaced my new information... -.- No choice, previous one like abit CMI! LOL! Then some more the last meeting I havent finish on my logbook: CLEARED! Hee! Then my "materials and methods" also need to re-arrange!! [>.<] TOO MANY ABIT HERE AND THERE!!! PLENTY PLENTY OF PARTS NOT YET FINISH!!! GOSH! haha!

HEE! And hor... I SPRAINED MY FOOT AGAIN! YES.. again... -.- I sprained my foot still ok, the most annoying is that I always sprained JUST LIKE THAT! YES.. just like that.. Best hor... my father passed me medicated oil and ask me to rub myself... -.- sian to the max! My hand so weak, later my hand sprained! LOL! In the end, my mum applied for me... Never rub. Cause she scare I like previous time, after applying the oil on my foot then I forget, go rub my eyes.. that time really GG sia... Hai.. Though it is painful, but I like to have sensei to rub!!! Like shiok~! ha!

*Conclusion*

LOGBOOK

FYP REPORT:

Abstract

Introduction : CLEARED!

Literature Review : CLEARED! But not yet compound the review from others! [>.<]

Materials and Methods:Only cleared MATERIALS!

Observation and Results : I only put the graphs into my observation! Hee.. So considered as half done!

Discussion/Conclusion: DISCUSSION I ALSO DONE HALF WAY! Lots to go.. -.-

References: Not important.. since have to keep updating.

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Yesterday was emo to the max! ONE MONTH LE!!! [>.<] Time seriously passed so fast! Nowadays, it always seem like it only happened yesterday...

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SHIT MYSELF!

{Very angry.}

I discovered something... Another problem has surfaced again. A lump has been found at my hind foot.. Damn pain.. Hmph. Not fair... Always kana this kind of thing! I HATE IT! The more it is like that the more I want to go hiking!!!! The more my health send out a signal, the more I want to do sport! I shall see what will happen again...

[Couldn't sleep. I'm getting very tired. Because of you.]

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What a turn out.

$10 fly~

OK! you! you! YOU! STOP MAKING ME UPSET! Seriously I really wanted to break myself free from all those whatever shit you all have landed me on! You all have been laughing, and adding on like nobody's business! I. HATE. IT. I. HATE. IT. When you all said to stop, but you all didn't mean what you all say. LIAR!

You guys make me feel worse BOTH directly and indirectly! I really have the impulsive to really left IF! I have already finished my food. I just can't ignore you all totally, I just can't do it. I will feel bad, and I don't know why. I really tried to control, but you all just continue until I really couldn't take it. And I stopped my "nonsense" as I do not want to see sad faces too. And I swear.. POLY LIFE SERIOUSLY SUCK TO THE MAX, DOUBLE MAX OR EVEN TRIPLE MAX at times! I never face things like that when I am in secondary school, like so much of "disturbing". Ah gong and sheena are the best out of the best!

Please don't apologise or ask anything, I'm fine. I just want to find somewhere to vent out everything, I'm maybe harsh on my words. But I could never do that in front of you all, I can't even imagine that. You could say I what, but just leave me alone okay? I'm always trying to avoid all possibility to create this kind of situation, and I can tell you I'M DAMN TIRED OF IT! What's the point if I say out about it? Words are forgotten again, and it will start once more. I DON'T WANT! DON'T WANT!

Feel like ending everything by following what xiumin always did... But I couldn't bear to do it too, but I did think of it. I'm confused, sad, angry, helpless, lost... everything and anything. I just find it damn irritating. I don't want to LOL (laugh out loud), I want to COL (cry out loud)! So many people shooting me, I can't say anything much. How I wish huiyan was there, she sure will help me... miss you badly out of a sudden. Perhaps I may over reacted or something else, but ... I just hope it stops. Go away please. please. If I'm wearing about ten shoes, I will be so tempted to throw it at you all straight into your faces! Only I can hear myself crying... And I think that I can express myself better when I'm alone.

Don't know why feel so hungry now after pouring out everything, only my emotions not my food. I think I better get to sleep, going to 2am.

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WEATHER HOT HOT HOT!

Today WEATHER hot like shit! But I'm a good girl who volunteered to go downstair to buy ice cream for my family from the motorcycle uncle. Then when I went down, there was this aunty damn steady! You know how she bought her ice cream? Through dropping of money to the uncle, and a plastic bag which was tied with a string. The uncle's service BEST AR! He still walk a distance to the plastic bag and drop the ice cream inside!!! HAHA! I also bought a ice cream for papa! Then I told him about it, after his dinner he brought the ice cream down to eat! haha! Alright, tomorrow morning having SLR training at emily's house... Then at night still going out.. TIRED!

Sometimes, I don't know why... I feel so tired. I feel like crying out or screaming out. But then.. I choose to keep it within it.. quietly.

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