Good girl. --> yueming
SATURDAY LE! A new day indeed. I wonder how's my cousin doing... I hope she is coping well.
Anyway, yesterday.. I BOUGHT KOI!!!! [>.<] I have been craving for a day, I couldnt buy it cause of the queue and secondly, I have a mission.. which was to buy food for my family.. -.- One girl carrying 3 big boxes of rice and another box of mixed rice... total 4.. Sigh, cant afford to wait for 15 minutes or more for my KOI.. SO! I decided before going to senja, I shall treat myself to LARGE CUP of PASSIONFRUIT GREEN TEA!!! Cause I'm happy whenever I drank that! ^^
The purpose of going to senja is to visit my comrade, nicholas!... It was his 100th day yesterday! We supposed to meet at senja by 4.20pm. But we only entered the hall at 4.45pm.. To wait for everyone.. Alan, lovein, junhu, ram, huimin, emily and jiahao including me went in... Wow... it was my first time there. Kind of speechless after the uncle opened his 'new house'. But thankfully we have ram and jiahao there who made our times there meaningful... With the help of chopstick, he made the atmosphere very lively... I hope whatever conversation we had there, you enjoyed too... though we cant hear you... Sigh. Still the same word: Sorry.
After the visit, we went to BPP's MOS burger for SUJ souvenir making.. The making process were funny, ORIGAMI!! Especially junhu, at first he folded wrongly.. but jiahao said he's correct! WE ALL WERE LIKE WTH!!! But he happy awhile, after several trying and figuring.. he was wrong. In fact, we were all wrong! haha!
He still dont let me do some styling to his hand's hair... never mind. Huimin left during our dinner time, cause she has BBQ session with her YOG friends.
We proceed back to senja after our dinner.Time for daimoku le.. Sigh. I cant focus sia... If I too concentrate on chanting, then I will feel very sad. In my mind, it's all my aunt faces... Though I have emily with me by my side entertaining me, and chopstick to sms me, "hi"... But I still cant keep my mind off that heart depressing images.. I walked off to the toilet. To release my sadness.. LOL! emily still timed me! haha! I tio frightened by her when she said, "Thoo Yue Ming.." when I'm in the toilet. haha..
Today's discussion damn ... dot dot dot sia.. About supernatural, eternity of life and dont know what... Which will link to life and death! SHITZZ!! I just focus on my peeling... ^^ Only add in abit here and there... Monkey god was sitting beside me! LOL! He kept saying ram lor! ASSHOLE! I got karma for pulling his hair, he flicked his finger at my finger!!! [>.<] PAIN HOR! I peel my skin also not yours... Tio spied by him and emily shiol. You know, some times when the more you want to run away.. the more you have to face it eventually... Though I kept telling myself not to listen well, but strangely, I get to hear the words clearly which I wanted to avoid hearing.. Just quickly excuse myself to the handicap toilet~ once more. *** too jialat that my eyes were red lor, so I stayed outside to cool myself down before going back in.
CONCLUSION: I'M STILL A STRONG GIRL RIGHT? haha!
Huimin ah! You owe me your shoulder!!! YOU SAY DE HOR! hee!
I will stop counting now! My gongyo book like abit full sia..
I kept losing... I cant remember the time when I gained something...
I know we shouldnt hope to gain after we give... but...
can it stop? I dont want to gain nor lose.. Can I keep it this way? No gain.. no lost.
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Time seriously passed like nobody's business.



















