Simple yet heart warming. That's what I need. Just one, 足够了.

{I'M BACK}

[Apologies. Couldnt get back on the right tone, and have to force myself to work hard and laugh hard in order to cover up those pain which has inflicted on me. And everyday work really made me so busy that I could hardly find any extra times to do some blogging. Guess what, I have been focusing so hard that I recovered bit by bit.. I faced the whole thing alone... Really on my own. Stand alone spirit never failed to leave me. I hope I really grew even stronger each time when I faced challenges. And I'm back with a cheerful smile, brighter than it used to be! And thanks all for the concern! :) Popo, I will do better! Stay tuned and watched me how I get back on track!]

191012: Dinner with 85th!

HEE HEE! Meeting my cohort mates for dinner, so decided to bring my polariod to take pictures with them since some of my films are going to be expired soon!! Better dont waste hard-earned $$$$..

Part of my working family: Joseph beside me,  kenny in the middle!

My awesome cohort mates, they are a bunch of lovely people! Still remembered my birthday and bring me out for buffet! :) Hmm, my only 'birthday celebration', I felt so touched & extremely delighted!^^ Xie xie!

They brought me to wilfred's friend resturant! Hee! I think I forgotten to include Jeremy, Janice & Eileen! 

The resturant is very interesting! Esepcially their 'steam boat' cum 'BBQ pit'! HAHA! Cant stop the food from rolling into the soup! HA!

It was fun though! Wilfred's friend girlfriend is a Taiwanese.. Quite pretty and sweet looking! *So shy* LOL! So different from what wilfred has said.. "******". --> Guess it if you can~

It has been a long time since I met Janice! Hee! I hope she has recovered from her flu~ 

We just happily venting all those unhappiness we faced during work, it's just feels awesome to be able to share with them as they are one who can understand how we felt.. In the same boat though~

Wilfred~~

After our dinner, we really walked around to find dessert!! Guess what!! We were so surprised that all the shops in Chinatown really closed at 10pm! WOW! That's early!! Almost couldnt find a place for dessert! But I guess our stomach lead us to the dessert shop! HA!! ^^

Hee! I know I damn joke, standing at the road side taking pictures! BUT I WANT TO TAKE PICTURES!! They are nice to endure my nonsense and coordinate according to my request! Heh! :D

Jeremy the giant!

Though they always teased me and 'verbally abused' me.. But still~~~ I know.. they love me! LOL!! Aiya, I'm just a 小妹妹.. 

And I received a greeting from Giant:

Happy Birthday Little Girl.

I know it is a very difficult time for you this few weeks. I Truly believe you have did an awesome job as a grand-daughter and your granny would never want to see you lose your smile. So grow out from this stronger, better and ready for the many challenges ahead.

Be the one Granny will be proud of and only you know what she wants.

Jia You.

Birthday Girl. -- {Hee, I saw this like a week after I opened up my FB messages out of random! Oops. Technologies~~ LOL!}

He's like a BIG brother to me. As big as a giant! LOL! Thank you!

Eileen!

Eileen is like a big sister to me too, she really always showing concern to me through Whatsapp during those period. Add on: {Smalleyes's simple SMS came in as well! Not forgetting nonsense brother, Ralph's SMS too!} Though it's short, but it's all the concern that matters!!!! 谢谢你们! 

Janice! Jiang Jiang! ^^

I seriously felt damn lonely.. Everything happened like so close to my birthday.. During my birthday period, I felt so.. "no friend". Only family. Really damn suck.. Then together with the loneliness came with the lost of my grandma added loneliness to the loneliness.. It's like what I have belonged suddenly dont belong to me. I always felt that way especially when I'm all alone.. So glad that they came to me. Their concerns really what I need at that point of time, simple greetings that is enough to have a big impact on me!! You never know how powerful they are till you met the same circumstances..

The ladies!

The annoying guys!

Makes up the gang from 85th!

But anyway~~ I really enjoyed myself!! This is the celebration that I need and truly appreciated! :) I will never forget that day which falls in this year. ^^ Being a 小妹妹 isnt that bad afterall.

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Unseen challenges awaiting ahead~

Reporting time is 9.55pm! I have some time to do some blogging!! Anyway, I havent practice my violin for some time sia~~ OH NO! 0.0

HAHAHA! That's not the point though~ Ynez is still in Bangkok! Hoping that she is doing fine there with her family! ^^ Have fun and enjoy yo!!! We will meet up after you are back to see how much you gain from eating there!!! ^^

Yesterday my colleague and I got a 'HORRIFIED' scolding from a 'lady with a trolley bag'.. The way she twisted our words!! OMG! I really almost died on the spot, left me so speechless!! Thankfully, my colleague who was with me the previous time was present yesterday!! So which ever she said, I have a witness with me. My colleague was so pissed off by her words. But, for me.. Since we forgotten to convey her message, I couldnt really urgue back since I was at fault too. But I started to be boiling mad when she kept twisting her words, saying she left her contact number and adding on saying we will call her to update about it. NONSENSE! WTH! Serious shit. OMG! This aunty obviously is over paranoid. 

But was extremely thankful when my colleague purposely made a fuss over it. Attitude her to the max! Seriously. Tsk. Dont come into our office please~~ SHOO!

But I'm nice overall~~ See! I still received a service card!! EXCELLENT service hor! HAHAHA! I just feel so happy over it, really very encouraged to do better! So thankful to her! :D

Because of this service card, I posted it on my FB.. First time in my life on FB, I received the most 'like'!! 17 leh! Ok la, to some of you is small case.. But I do not have alot of friends~~ But I'm so surprised that this made me received so many awesome feedback! ^^ Those who liked my picture, I'm really glad as well! *winks*

When I decided to be alittle cheeky to spice up my life during work esp on sunday!

HAHAHA! I didnt give her the bucked teeth smile! HA! I give her a awesome smile~ The sweetest of all~ HA!

I must really jiayou sia! Though chairman is one BIG problem, but I really want to overcome it and build a better bridge with her! LOL! I MUST! Work is stressful~ No stress no challenge.. Right? 

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My motto: "TURN ALL POISON INTO MEDICINE!"

MY FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL! HAVE SO MANY THINGS TO SAY! I SWEAR! SWEAR!

I dread for today so much! so much that I actually chanted for 40minutes last night! And 20 minutes this morning!! I really afraid, cause I'm changing class everyday! Which means I everyday has to meet different and more challenges!!! [>.<]

But! Not too bad! At least my dmk helped somehow, cause it wasnt too bad as I thought of. Just that I'm extremely quiet... Just get used to it to those classmates around me! Cause I always like that during the first few weeks of lesson, I can jitao one whole lesson dont talk! [>.<] Cause I have experience of changing classes daily, so have the bad phobia... Just quite afraid lor. However for today, I have tian de, pearlyn, shikin, rachel, simon, devi, zara, sharon and huiqing from my last sem!!

Finally, the long awaiting 4pm came!!! I was glad that faci did not ask me questions!!!! Though I was relieved that first day was over, but I guess my grade for today wasnt so well afterall...

Anyway, shikin cheered me up this morning!! She gave me belated birthday present! :D WOOO! I was happy! SERIOUSLY! HAPPY! HAPPY! ^^ Like who will care or bother to give me gift when it was already considered as "belated"... So touched that she remembered and made an effort to prepare for me. :) I really appreciated that!! THANK YOU PLENTY! Love you inside my heart! LOL!

(Happy happy belated birthday cute girl! :D may god bless you always in every aspects in life! ^^)

("So happy!")

I It was cookies!!! I LIKE IT TOO! I cleared it all right after my dinner!! :x It was delicious ma...

After school, went home with ah gong and sheena! It has been like around 7 months since we went home together like that! Miss it right? ^^ And I finally gave them the gift I made for them! Both of them were so damn cute when they received it, they were pressing it, peeping at it... wondering what was inside the wrapper... haha! CLASSIC MOMENT!

Never take any pictures!!! :( But the most important thing is that they like it! And I was so 欣慰 that they messaged me after they opened it up! I received both of their messages around the same time! hee! I didnt know that making a little efforts like that could make them so happy!!! I was so damn afraid that they wont like it... Must remember those secondary life we had TOGETHER! All those upset or fun memories that made us go so far TOGETHER! Which also made us bond stronger TOGETHER! All those little things we did TOGETHER, I will never forget de worxxxx! ^^

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I just found it amazing.. amazed that how badly gohonzon? or whoever wants me to grow so much... Last sem, I was so delighted that I didnt tio scary icy faci... Because of the first impression I had last sem, her eyes is enough to make me have asthma attack on the spot. I have so much fear when coming in contact with her. I did once thought that if year 3 sem 2 I tio her, then it will mean that it will be the challenge I definitely must overcome and gain victory.. also to take this chance to cure my fear against her... But still, who will want the worst for themselves? I'm human too! Can avoid of course AVOID IT! But when my new class timetable was out... I was like.. DAMN IT! SHIT! WHY? CRIES... I tio her.. I was, of course having no courage to face her.. But.. Still! I want to change my fear into LOVE~ Only if I love her lesson, I definitely will do well!!! I guess. Sighs, once again... easy said than done.

>>> WAIT! Dont "hang up" on me!! My ending speech liao~~~ Conclusion! Very important, jitao like 7P lor.. Read carefully!! MY BIRTHDAY SPEECH 2010! ^^

This month has been the BEST! BEST! Month ever! I swear! From the start of this year, I didnt really start out well.. Then in between of the year too... I kept facing the same sadness... It's like what they call, "vicious cycle". I only managed to convey message to others from the bottom of my hearts through msn... letters... and other stuffs... I mentioned that I was not looking forward to my birthday... there is reason behind it... Is like do I really deserve to have a "Happy" BIRTHday? Is the day that I was born was so worth to celebrate? Haiya, I just think alot... I not being negative!!! It's just my thoughts... Do you know why there are times when anyone could say that this this person is always so pessimistic? Is because they never go through the exact same thing as the person.. Every single one has different meaning to each individuals... Doesnt mean that DO RE MI is my best friends, it will be for the others.... In any case, I just feel very joyful to have people understanding me... XIE XIE!!

But I guess, my birthday this year has BEEN THE MOST MOST MOST MEANINGFUL YEAR OF ALL! Frankly speaking, I really see alot and take away some learning points from each and single one of my friends... I really happy! Though I might not be the richest, the cleverest, the happiest or the most concerned.. But I definitely the most fortunate to have GREAT friends around me! They are the one who made me felt that there is always be hope after each sharp corners... Really nothing I could say other than a cheerful, "Thank you"! ^^ Even to those who have the slightest concern to me! At least you still care for YUEMING!! HAHA!

Didnt know whatever first impression of me that I heard from the others is always happy, cheerful and smiley bla~ bla~ Honestly speaking, I didnt know I turned out to be someone like that. I didnt know that I did have impacts on others... I just come to a realisation, "oh... an 'imperfectionist' like me could have leave this kind of impression on others..." Is something that I never ever thought of. HEH! In conclusion for the ONLY ONE & ONLY reason for whatever my friends did for me is to: MAKE ME HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *Sorry that it took me so long to realise... :S*

I am! I have made improvement le!! I not at all like a crybaby at night le!! Because the cheerful sun seems to outcast the gloomy clouds! LOVE ALL OF YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 감사합니다!!!!!

Special thanks to DO RE MI, ynez, emily, RPSD, shikin, pearlyn, tiantian, gina, aswandy, weikian, best friend, kc, john, agnes and guifang!!! *Thank you for celebrating for me.* And thank you those who wished me on fb!

Actually I still can go on some more leh!!! HEE! But that's about it!!! --> I know.. You all 暗恋 yueming alot! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

I want to grow together with ALL MY FRIENDS through little ups and downs!!!

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Comrade.. You see that? Am I bastard to be happy?

But I always thought I was happy because it was your doings... Everything.. I started to realise it because of you.

I send out dmk to you in hoping that I could share my happiness with you, I hope you received it!!!

It's my birthday present to you! Must live well and come back once more as my COMRADE!!!

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WOOO! UPS AND DOWNS!!!!!!!!!!! :S

WOOO! Friday rules once more! It always take over yueming's sian-ness time! ^^ Cause I meet sheena during 2nd break! She's trying to finish up her fyp too! :) I hope she can complete every single part! JIAYOU! And she very funny, brought me to booklink. I thought she wanted to have snacks, she bought 2 yam yams and 1 packet of cola candy. When she walked me to w2... She took one yamyam out and gave the rest to me! LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPY! THANK YOU SHEENA!!! :) Candies always make my day go WOoOoOoOoOoooOOOOOO~! :D

Ended lesson very early once more! HEE! I guess before 3pm then class ended! :) Thank you faci! But then... need to stay back for fyp presentation... hai... WATCH "The crazies" !!! But never finished everything.. It was way too scary! LOL! Its more to frightening part when you totally never expect about it! LOL! Thanks to my friend, syasya! LOL! Ha, bought breadtalk for aswandy... [>.<] Cause yueming did something wrong. 我知错了... not knowing that we staying back for fyp, leader went out with his friends while the 4 of us stayed in the classroom! LOL! I suddenly had so much to ask. Sorry. LOL! More questions which result to... --> Agnes's stunned plus blur face!!! CLASSIC! haha!

We moved on to koufu cause tio chased out, we continued with answering of the questions that we raised. SONG SIN NEE FACI CAME! She provided us with lots of points to take note of when she ask questions regarding to our posters!!! Hee! Our PI jitao very confidence with us lor!!! Never even trial run once with us with the poster sia... Hai.. Stayed in school till 7.30pm and I chiong-ed my way to senja sia!!! Reached there at 8.15pm.. phew.

EMILY TEE!!! LOL! She bought me mac dinner without taking my $ .. -.- But we very good girl, finish our dmk before we go to the small area for mac! :) Jovien very noisy! LOL! He needs ynez .. lol! dont know how to shut him! LOL! Trained home with emily, renna, benny, wilson and another ic...

WALAU! Slept at 2am ++... I cant believe I slept while going through my script.. -.- with my hands high up! LOL! :S FYP ... oops.

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I always look forward to friday!

Dear blog,

Yesterday was a 100% fun! :) Ending lesson at 3pm! HA! Then slacking till we get the basketball from KC! lol!!!! Walkie here and there, till we chiong to the court!!! LOL! But then the court only opened at 4.30pm...-.-

SO GLAD THAT JOHN JOINED US! Cause... the more the merrier! ^^ But then hor... the weather abit CMI! Cause it rained in the afternoon and continue to drizzle.. I was damn afraid that it will pour!!! :( Even if it rains till my bra all wet, I STILL WANT TO PLAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHA! SAW JEREMY!!! LOL!

(rachel, pearlyn, tiantian, yueming and agnes!)

(tiantian, me and john!!)

Aswandy and weikian damn funny, still go over and took the key from the in charge sia~~~ LOL! Thanks to them, we were have the PRIORITY court!!!!! WAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It still drizzling then! We just hack care and continue playing! ^^ It's so damn bloody hard to get them to divide them into 2 teams.. -.- that's why I dont agree to have 2 balls!!! LOL! Team 1: tiantian, rachel, weikian, kimyeow and kc. Team 2: aswandy, john, kc's friend and me. -.- only girl lor... HAHA! Doesnt matter, as long as I can sweat and do some sport!

But then... I was always happily guarding under the post.. when nightmare came.. KIMYEOW! WTH! He purposely pushed me and blocked me before even the ball came close to us lor! I was tired dealing with him not the ball.. -.- BUT ONE GOOD POINT ABOUT KIMYEOW IS NOT HIS SIZE!!! ^^ It's his air ball! haha! I always aim at his air ball! Cause he always miss it! HAHA!

Kc's friend not friendly.. [>.<] I only get the ball from aswandy and john.. Jitao sad..:( HAHA! But I still managed to play lots after the game! Cause all went for break, then I entertained myself with the ball! We left the court at 6plus... Dinner with john, kimyeow and kc!!! KFC..-.- it's definitely sinful.. But not as sinful as kimyeow, our vaccum cleaner.. LOL! John left first as he has something on! ha! Then the 3 of us went to find kc's stuff, and we went to play arcade! LOL! then we all very funny, the ticket that we get we go redemn for drinkssssssssss!!! LOL!

Train-ed with kc!!! Have plenty of fun though I received 念念碎 from my parents.. -.- anyway it still swollen after the acupuncture session, it suppose to get better isn't it? Not going back, I made up my mind.

3.15pm,
yueming.

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I missed playing basketball with my fellow RPSD comradessss!!! :(

It's so hard to fix back a broken glass. I tried to glue it back, but it seems that the glass is not trying hard to get fix back by me... Blame who? No one.

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MOVIES! ^^

SORRY EMILY!!! Kept saying to meet you but I kept having something on!!!! [>.<] SORRY!!! Hope you dont feel sad!! DONT HATE ME! LOL!

Yueming is having movie marathon! ^^ Having another movie soon!!! Despicable me! Shit la! I think I broke sia! I think already broke, just that I havent go check how much exactly I left with... then that will be the time when I offically announce.. BROKE! lol!


I almost late for the first time in my RP's life!!! LOL! My phone's alarm died on me, and I dont know why... In the end, my alarm turned out to be my father!!! LOL! "No school today?" Jitao jumped up from my bed... I was so near to send a message to pearlyn that I not going school, but thinking that I still have time.. And here I am... in school.. But off I go.. TO MOVIE! LOL! I partial-ed. I totally damn CMI! [>.<] Sorry that I influence my classmates! LOL! :( Movie with aswandy, gina and weikian.

Yesterday (120710):
Is so hard to satisfy every friends. If ALL my friends were understanding and forgiving, I wont be feeling so vexed over it. cause i know im the one who kana your attitude most of the time (i feel), sighs. I dont know how le. At least I tried, what about you?

Yesterday went to cine with bamboo after school to watch blood pledge! LOL! Thanks for accompanying me for the show, though it seems you dont really like the show... Is you on me to go watch de! :X But before the show, dinner at xinwang! The aunty was damn high! Serious! She goes, "pretty girls, pretty boys!" to whoever that entered. She thinks she funny, she still say one of them who seated behind me looked like michael jackson.... -.- I didnt get to order curry noodle! :( I ordered fillet noodles... I swear I not going to order anything except curry noodles the next time round I go there. I doesnt look appealing and the taste is maggie taste lor.

As there still an hour left, I seriously take my time to eat! ^^ We left after nonsensing awhile before we left, then somebody need to get some fresh air... ZzZzz

The show started before we reached... And the sound effect scare me the most!! Once I seated down, I feel like leaving liao! But thanks to... peter! LOL! I am prepared for the show! ^^ Then bamboo also bastard... kept asking me, "this part has anot?" as in the scary part! LOL! Please lor, those damn sick part you just laugh so happy sia... -.- still can bastard me say not scary.. dont know who still hiding behind my bag! tsk.

After the show, walk walk time! Just walked only! Then sit abit! Then walked again! After that then we bookstore... Honestly speaking, you should get that $29.90 book lor!!! Tsk. Almost went into some place I am afraid to go! But it was late! Headed home! Train-ed home! Stand throughout... Sian, but thanks to you for carrying my bag, not a burden afterall!! LOL! TIRED!

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YES! FRIDAY TOMORROW!

WAH! STOMACH CRAMP LIKE SIAO CAN!!! So pain that I want to cry sia!!! [>.<] LAB MANAGEMENT TODAY! SUCKS. WITH A SUCKY STOMACH!

Managed to date tiantian and the rest for dinner tomorrow after ut... sorry tiantian!! [>.<]

Stayed back after school for revision on environmental science with rare guests: kinshen, ralph and peter... All quite serious and very funny too! Suddenly talked about our economic wont grow when foreigner send their money back to their home town, syaheeda protested and want them to be sent back.. EVERYONE DISAGREE WITH HER!!! One say, "no one to do construction!!" another say, actually is aswandy, "no one to collect our shit!" -.- Uncle, you in which century ah? LOL!

Kimyeow was damn funny la! He always tio cold treatment by us! And the best thing is he still can continue sia! Each time he said something, always silence de! LOL! he never learn his lesson! haha! Then he damn noob! haha! come say my itouch hang when he cant see my that unlock arrow!!! haha! aswandy bastard him, "imagine.." kimyeow really listened to him and amazement was what he received back! HAHA!

(LOL! I think my colour the most boyish! haha!)

Home with the rest! Sorry! we walked off first, cause pearlyn needs to see her nephew! HE'S FINE! So pearlyn dont have to worry liao! haha!

I show off to my mum of what I received today, she say I like a small kid.. -.- NEVER I HAPPY CAN LIAO! HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! BUT IM REALLY HAPPPPPPPPPY! IM RIGHT! IM RIGHT! IM SOOOOOOOOOOOO RIGHT! I'M ALWAYS HAPPY WITH MY FRIENDS AROUND! My only happiness, my only longlasting happiness that I can always rely on! 谢谢你们！因为有你们，月明才可以尝试很多很多的幸福甜点！！！！！

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It's hard to say something you dont mean to. -.-

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WHAT A RELIEF!

For the past 1 week.. It was as if I was on a roller coaster ride... Going up and down, going through all the "thrills" and "frightening" moments...

And today was the time that I reached at the highest peak of the track, getting ready to *zoom* down... Every second of the waiting, is like a second of torture..

After that when the doctor read through my report.. WOHOHO!!!! It's the moment after I already went through the ride and at the peak of the track once again!!! haha!

In conclusion, life for yueming is also like a roller coaster. Going through all the turnings, ups and downs... Of course there are some parts of the ride that is not so much of turnings and stuff... Now, I have been through one of it, and once again at the peak of the roller coaster screaming for the joy of it! WAHAHA!

Thank you all! :) All who have encouraged me!

Especially comrades from RPSD and also my do re mi!

I'm freaky happy that I'm ok!~ haha!

Whatever the doctor says I think he bullshit! haha!

Let yueming share with all of you sensei's guidance! :

"The purpose of life is to become happy.

The purpose of life is to challenge and triumph over the darkness of misery. " - Daisaku Ikeda

Yueming has overcome one of my darkness of misery!!!

And I know in the future there maybe more to come.

But! What about you? Have you overcome yours? Or still trying hard?

Like what one of my comrades said,

"Must consider on all outcomes and accept it.

From then you can be mentally strong to overcome it and also the next challenges awaiting for you."

It is a wonderful feeling to be able to overcome it and knowing that I'm fine!

I'M FREAKY HAPPY! Jiayou! Yueming has grow.. "1 cm" !!!! haha!

" Kim yeow!!! I'm not a freaky person with thyroid disorder! Hpmph! Please learn to be a person who don't always offend others!!!"

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You all never know how far I can go, but all you saw is the suffering that I couldn't break through. No one will understand AT ALL.

I'm such a good girl, woke up 6am in the morning, took bus at 6.30am and train to tampines at 7am. Met Jinsi just nice at 7.45am at HQ le! There were already aunties and uncles started chanting, I thought I was the first few! But never mind, at least I made it.

Jinsi was so damn 厉害, even though she got her script today, she still manage to remember her lines sia! If me... GONE!

I was so delighted when she gave me... LOLLIPOP!!! Not the normal lollipop, is the BIG BIG LOLLIPOP! It really makes my day!!!

Today's sharing is about capability. The uncle said, there is a reservoir of potential within us, the key to open it is... erm... by chanting, I guess. Forget le! He also mentioned confident, courage and happiness are important too. We can always chant to become more confident, and I think I need that badly.

Then after the morning gongyo, McDonald breakfast with jinsi and her grandmother!! Her grandmother damn funny, she put chili sauce in her fish burger, then she also add black pepper. Then never mind, she use the stirrer to spread the sauce evenly on her burger! We saw we laughed!!!!

Then grandmother left while the two of us walked together to TSC, because jinsi is going to perform. Heard from her that she will be singing, wondering whether she broke any windows... Hmm... She watched me boarded bus 23, making sure that I don't landed myself at woodland again! But I managed to reach home safely, even though my neck was breaking! Because I was trying to get some sleep! Damn tired.

THANK YOU JINSI!

But I was glad that I never dozed off throughout the whole session! YIPEE! Jinsi kept saying I have doze off lor. NEVER! Bleh! Later mummy going to bring me make spectacle at night! :)

I WANT TO BE HAPPY GIRL AGAIN! can I?

This is something Wilson, that xiao beng shared with me...

Cloud: The drifting cloud that is never trapped by anyone and walks its own path, watching over others from a distance. Be free and unrestrained like the cloud!

Rain: The merciful shower that washes all away for the sake of others.

Storm: The turbulent gale that fiercely blows, eager to be strong and reliable

Sun: The orb of fire that brightens the great sky. A force that becomes reliable whenever needed.

Thunder: The thunderbolt that strikes a zealous blow. The one to withstand shock yet still stay unmoved.

Mist: The illusion that prohibits knowledge of it's true nature.

The sky (which include the above as mentioned): The one that colors and engulfs everything and open to all things. The one to hold life together and create happiness. The sky contains all these attributes. The sky is the factor that harbors it all!

Thank you! Yueming appreciated that, I will try harder to be happy and not to cry anymore... I shall say BYE~ to emo WORLD soon!

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Time never stopped for me. :(

Went to TBSC for meeting at 10am, but emily and I were late. Reached there around 10.45am! haha! Didn't mean to la! haha! SAW OUR MUMMY! qihui! haha! She missed DADDY ram!!! But ram bought her a build a "army" bear!!! SO DAMN CUTE LA!

When we bus-ed there, the bus driver of 145 damn asshole! URGH!

We ate at the "tuckshop" same level as the food junction we always went for, laksa was nice! :) After that we go shopped shopped, see see and qihui really "mother"... she kept looking for clothes or other stuffs for me on 28 jun... -.- totally xian half! haha!

then when we have to leave, we so obsessed in looking through all those shoes and clothes! shawnrick with five girls, huiyan, krystal, qihui, emily and I... HOW HE STOPPED US? then when we go down the escalator, we secretly planned to seperate into different directions to see the reaction of shawnrick. Then all of them turned left, only me turned right. Then I can't find them, so I saw that there was a fair at the open space held up by watson. So I went to see and I bought sour cream and onion rice crackers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHA!

Then finally stopped our nonsense and meet cs and benny bus-ed back to TBSC again! Do souvenir and painting till 5.30pm and left with meihui and emily.

I'm so happy to be able to see MUMMY qihui and krystal! Huiyan is the best! Always have the time to help us! THANK YOU!

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TODAY! HAPPY!

I have a great time today with RPSD and also Ynez's companion! haha! Friday is always the best day for me not because it is the last day of school for the week, is because I can really have fun and everything! If everyday life is like that... I think I will be the most fortunate and happiest person in the whole universal! Alright, it already 1.13am. I shall continue from tomorrow! MORNING HAVE TO WAKE UP EARLY! NIGHT!

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ANOTHER TOUGH DAY... :)

Everything well on smoothly! Another successful day! Tomorrow will be a tiring one instead… AND! My another bursary is GONE! Hai.. don’t say le… damn sad… wanted to have psp if my mother’s bursary is approved. :( never mind…

UT was like the time back when I was in secondary school, where tests and exams have to be done using paper and pens! Haha! but it was still another gone case matter, because I do not have enough time for my paper! Hai… :( never mind…

YEAH! anyway! Just came back from AMK hub… SHH! Never told my parents that I will be having movie with sheena, ah gong and jiaobin. Oops… but thanks to the movie, it has been my motivation for the day to really keep me going on, because today was my nightmare module and UT!!! Who can stand it? seriously WHO?! Haha! faci had a talk with me, even though at times I also felt that faci was quite scary, afterall… faci was a nice lady.

After dinner sheena bought her durian pancake while at the same time, I bought snowflake to share with the rest, but since jiaobin got buy, then I shall shared with sheena! Then bus-ed home… JIAYOU FOR TOMORROW! And those having uts tomorrow! JIAYOU!!!

Had a wonderful time with them!!! SO longgggggggggg never like that le!! Thank you ah gong, sheena and jiaobin! :)

*forget to add on... sheena's *ugly side*... she thought that I never saw what she did... She poured mineral water into her water bottle, but then she used her mineral water bottle cap to cover instead of her nike water bottle cap!!! LOL! then she still can act nothing happen.. LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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SINGAPORE FLYER!

(FLYER AT NIGHT!)

Wah! Happy to the MAX! I don't miss my laughters, but I miss my sem 2 classy's laughters! Omg! How long ago we laughed together as a class, or perhap you never really had the chance to really laughed out loud as a whole and not alone... Even though adam was with us, never feel as pissed off as before. Maybe I have Ynez, emily, angie and Silvia with me! It sure makes a BIG difference!

We trained to city hall, sad to the MAX! People like fatin, geshy and YANGYI! Never join us... fatin because of parents anniversary, geshy ps us for… GIRLS! yangyi… going home for banana. :P We were seated down, but on the seats but floor since we board the new kind of train. Then meet Silvia at city hall! Off we go! With the spirit of e35c, we happy happy and reach at the flyer safely and 'PEACEFULLY'!

We like a bunch of tourists, taking pictures and video when we were at the entrance of the flyer! DAMN COOL~! But then! I admit that I feel a bit scared when I reached there... The feeling of being there for the 1st time was damn funny! Especially when I don’t know where to tap the card, which directions everything and everything… Because the flyer will not stop for you to alight, so we really have to be a little faster if not we can’t enter the same wheel together.

Then before us was an ang moh! Haha! friendly to the MAX! waved at us and we also waved back! The whole journey inside the wheel was damn funny, when adam keep saying ugine that he “sissypox”! haha! Then ynez also! I thought I will be the most frightened person, but it turn out to be “somebodies”! some of us still run around sia! I’m sure all these acts can really be captured through the camera inside in the wheel!

POPEYES! Our dinner, actually didn’t want to have dinner there de. But then no choice… a bit hungry, so yar… haha! YUEMING CAN’T STAND MORE THAN ONE TEMPTATION A DAY! First is pokey, then ice cream then is POPEYES! Haha! but anyway, tomorrow going to see doctor!

In popeyes, laughters, fun, and jokes were really going on NON-STOP! But sad is that ynez lost her len! SMILE GIRL! Went back to the shop to change danny’s souvenir, then pictures as we walked back…

Train-ed home… everyone except that skinny bushed bastard… SMILE EMILY! Don’t angry… angry later look older, cannot. Haha! xian! Missed my rj’s submission time has to email my faci. 1ST TIME SIA!

My "first time" has been given to E35C! for the flyer trip! with: Angie, adam he there not there no difference, emily, danny, jeremy, silvia, ugine and ynez! THANK YOU GIRLS AND BOYS! I really had lots of fun! ENJOY-ED MYSELF TO THE MAX MAX MAX! Let's try not to let our laughters and joys fade away!!! :) Really very happy...

(The sticker proves that I did go for school when the ticket and the tag thingy shows that I WENT FLYER BEFORE!)
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Never go home with ah gong and sheena! SORRY! but I will continue to see you all in the morning to school! JIAYOU!
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OH YA! LOTS OF PICTURES! and video will be out tomorrow or soon... once I take the photos from ynez and transfering the video into my computer... :D

HEY YOU! not u -.- never reply my msg, something must be happened I guess, or you have something hiding from me! you so going to let me know by tomorrow!

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Went to sentosa. not.

(face changes 1.2.3!)

Currently mood is: XIAN

Like the pictures... Totally xian diao... Especially today! HAHA! Went to sentosa SO EARLY! Have to reach food republic at 9am! Initially I meeting emily, but she was late! Still at home when I already at bishan! do not want to stop the rest from moving on... Meihui told me so... No choice, meet huimin, meihui and junhu then... Train-ed there!

Junhu crapping again. SPARE the sick person!!! Ha! kept hearing his nonsense non-stop. Hai. The rest were early! I think the couple the earliest! haha! Qinhao, junyuan, huiping, alvin and benjamin were already there too. Bought tickets then off we go!

Junhu TOTALLY outcast sia!!!! Even though he went to talk or joke with ymd, it DOES NOT even last for 3 minutes! ha! Junhu the CANNOT MAKE IT, eventually walked with us as only us who can entertain him! haha! We walked to palawan beach, WOW! Weather damn SHIOK! -.- Hot of course. Then we crossed the bridge to the "twin tower", Junhu continued his nonsense by shaking the bridge... Huimin and I tried to stop the chopstick, but... maybe different frequencies, so he never listen to us... GIVE UP! Both of us also too tired to climb up the towers so sat below and watched them, then got lion roar~ -.-

Next station: Siloso beach
Sorry emily! Make you blur! Lucky you saw us! So together we walked to siloso... WAH! damn tired! After see see the place, then we sit at this quite spacious and cooling space below delifrance... Then we have our meeting there... Yueming REALLY REALLY tried her best to keep herself awake!!! But I think my medicine takes effect, tire + brain dead = living dead+blur. Sorry alan and benny! I slept awhile... Lucky I can wake up! haha!

Meihui and couple left the group. One go to find mother while the another one go dating...

Lunch! At foodcourt... We bought our food at mini wok! Junhu kept complaining cause he previously waited for very long for his food... having phobia.! The stall aunty's memory POWERFUL! haha!

Huiping left for preparation... FLYING OFF TO BEIJING TOMORROW MORNING!

Qinhao damn what sia... keep saying huimin hooked his legs! SO THICK SKIN! Then asked her whether wants to hook his leg not? zzz. Huimin laughed non-stop! Then we crapped abit before leaving home...

CONCLUSION

Emily = big monster + against freak
trying to be funny = Huiping
Meihui = Hello kitty freak! lucky stopped her from opening her monster umbrella.
still has 偏见 towards chopstick + "rubbish" = Huimin
serious talk + if skipping of activities next time = Alvin
Benjamin = extra informations + out of topics
Junyuan = spiderman + quiet
chopstick + talkative + 1.5 = Junhu
Qinhao = 老色伯 = old pervert = 杀不死的眼神
Normal + ah pek = Benny
Couple = Lovein + Alan = always dating

Hai. How I wish everything can go into places which I wanted. What if two comes at the same time? No, please. One is MORE than enough problems.

Miss Krystal and xiumin... forget to contact them sia... yesterday the sotong me was damn blur, went to sleep without telling huimin and emily what time we meeting, woke up suddenly when I recalled it. Oops. SORRY!!! Emily somehow reminded me... Sorry... Miss rebecca too~~~

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Yeah! I like to be sick!

YEAH! Sick in disguise! It turns out to be perfectly fine, yes I know it's weird to say sick is good because when I sick then I realised that my surrounding is filled with CARE and CONCERN that money can't buy! SO COOL~! I enjoyed myself opening messages sent by my friends and being greeted and asking me how am I... SO COOL LA! I like! So also want to thank them for their concerns! XIE XIE! THANK YOU! Can I don't recover? haha! So that I can continue to enjoy this experience.. haha, ok la.. I know I'm sick.. and yes, I'm "sick"!

you know... sometimes human is like when you are blowing a balloon, you must know when to stop or when to let out some air, if not once the balloon burst... it is burst. It will be a irreversible change.

Today lucky faci is nice, team mates are working well with one another making last day of the week an easy one, if not I will really go home and sleep like pig! Alright... Off to talk soon...

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I'm the chef today!

Wah.. Just now my neighbour quarrels again... But then this time was so loud! So damn scary, wanted to go out to take a look .. The mother came out! Lucky never spot me! I know I very busybody! But then it was really loud even though it was a few units away from me. SCARE!

Cooked lunch for myself! Fried rice with mushroom, capsicum, tomato, onion, cheese, garlic, egg and... a little milk! YUMMY!

(This whole pot is MINE! wahaha!)

(My first bowl!)

Today portion I cooked was 3 bowls sia! Eat until my stomach bloated! *full* Not intend to leave some for mother, that time cook for her she say don't like then waste... my effort! Sad to the MAX! But I happy can liao!

My face started ... haha! peeling... I'm changing skin! Not so bad, cause I got put lotion! Don't worry, I still look normal! haha! flying off...

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Chalet update... *EDITED*

ALRITE!!! It’s time to check out what we did during our 3 days 2 nights stay at the chalet.

First day(Mon):
- We meet at tampines mrt to get our chalet stuff with emily, benny, Benjamin, junyuan, Alvin Wilson and qinhao.
- Then we had our lunch at the nearby coffeeshop at tampines HQ, before heading to HQ to chant with Catherine.

(Took this while taking bus to HQ! understand this picture? 1 car flipped over while the other 2 cars collided.)

- Obviously after that me and emily went to buy milk tea without the rest, but in the end ended up at the small café inside the HQ.
- Chanted for 30 minutes instead of… 1 hour!
[Because of this, qinhao keeps nagging about it sia...]

(Bought this fruit salad at the "cafe" at the HQ.)

- Bus-ed to the chalet around 2 plus… WULU PLACE!!! Totally xian half!!! No! is xian whole!

(By looking at the leaves covering the sigh, you should know how wulu it is.)

(Our chalet place!)

- The place was infected with… MOSQUITOES! ANTS! FLIES!
- Junhu make friend with the insecticide, keep spraying and spraying...
- Chanted there and has a discussion, then junhu came.
- LALA… slack… watched show… until our food came! BBQ TIME!

(Spent lots of time setting up the fire, thanks to the army uncle! qinhao!!)

(SLACKERS CAUGHT ON CAMERA!!!)

(Suyi's legendary fried rice!! finally get to see and eat!!! yum!)

(RICH KID! cs! caught you taking cab, he took damn long to alight from the cab.)

- Cs, meihui, xiumin, jinsi, xiulian, suyi, Nicholas, lysshann, vivian, yahui, huiping, ram and kaile came.
- We also played the dee dee, dudu, dui game!
[whoever sits beside ram when playing this game = death!]
- cs, the living bygon is fake de lor! still got lots of mosquitoes sticking to us sia...
- Stayed: emily, huiping, lysshann, junhu, meihui, ram, qinhao, junyuan, xiulian and Wilson.
- GHOST STORIES TIME! ram scared me! asshole! Cool~!
- The rest slept while qinhao, junyuan, cs and lysshann played card, while I kept on and off my eyes at the side.

(Scribbles! with emily's chalk!)

(SHOESSSS! many people lor! erm, that leg that was damn extra... huiping de!!)

(Shit, I like no move left. urgh!)(quick make your move!)
(Not forgetting the senior citizen corner! *deep in thoughts*)

(YUCK! lots of them!)

2nd day(tues):
- Wake emily, huiping, meihui, xiulian and junhu up! Junhu damn hard to wake up, so jumped on his cushion. Ram the best!!! Woke up without morning call from me!!!
- Walked to changi village for breakfast. XIAN! Tired.
- Morning gongyo
- Games!
- Lunch…
- Games! Wahaha! "Deedee, dudu, dui"!
- Lysshann, meihui and junhu left while the rest together with the couple went FISHING!
- Almost got fish or sotong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But it escaped! But me and emily the best team! Wohoho! At least we ALMOST caught something.
- Huiyan came over!
- Played one round of hide and seek before the couple left.
[junyuan damn retarded for the first round, but then he became damn smart for the 2nd round. Because he go cling on the window until he was the last been found!!!]
- yanxiong came, then we ordered pizza too!
- Our mummy(qihui) too! Wahaha!
- Benny, huiping and the white boy, joseph I think came too.
- Then we gamed, played a lot of rounds of blind mice!!!
[DAMN funny! especially yanxiong, he is the trolley boy of the day! he pushes the obstacle behind the blind mice around the room!!! Then another joker is ram lor, he damn good at ROLLING! he can roll from another bed to the other NON-STOP! and damn fast lor. Then when we all hiding at one corner, he still can continue rolling and turning on the bed! Emily also damn poor thing, she also damn solid, rolled down the bed two times! but she caught someone by smashing wilson's nose!!!]
- Not forgetting our entertaining game, "deedee, dudu, dui"! Wilson damn funny, his hand signs for "deedee" and "dudu" the same sia!!! he too depressed liao! but then funny lor!
- honestly speaking playing "3Ds" game beside ram, your "deedee" and "dudu" can totally mix up!
- Then ram damn tired, decided to rest and take a nap.
- Ah pek really guard our door!!! He slept outside to feed mosquito!

(Lunch! finally hungry wor...)

(On the way to FISH AR!)

(Will not get lost with this map on hand!)

(YEAH! emily, me and huiyan!)

(Our chalet infested with insects, while the sea was infested with JELLYFISH!!!)

(Smiles!)

(waiting patiently for the fish...)

(junyuan and ram)

(The cats get close to us thanks to ram! for feeding them, but they were cute lor! have to admit that. Because they were queue-ing up for food!!!)

3rd day(wed):
- Woke up around 8am…
- DAMN SLEEPY!!!!!!!!! ZzZzz….
- Ate instant noodles… watched channel news asia…
[Actually was we have nothing to watch, so no choice de.]
- Mummy was late for work!
- Ram then left early for his graduation ceremony.
- Gongyo
- CHECK OUT!!!

Bus-ed with benny, junyuan, wilson, yanxiong and emily. Huiping took bus to changi village then bus-ed to bishan. When we train-ed with the guys, we saw someone's side view looked like benjamin SO MUCH! omg... so eerie!!

I WANT PICTURES FROM HUIPING TOO!

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