Merry Xmas..
A very joyful, full of gratitude and giving day~ it's Christmas again! Last year, I always get to celebrate Christmas with my Do Re Mi!! I never failed to be excited as we get to do present exchanging and a session where we can gather together.
However, this year seems to be quiet. I have no idea why, as I don't have the guts to find out. Or there's already an answer from within. I really won't deny that I have drifted a distance good enough to be standing alone. Of course, I don't blame anyone. It started with myself for not being pro-active, always the one waiting to be called instead of being the one to call.
Sending out a text message to them is hard, first time I text with so many memories in mind. It's not only just text message which convey Xmas wishes to them, but the hidden meaning is to make myself visible again. I hope it did.
In the past I have always saying how fortunate I am to have great friends, and now, I'm in the crisis of losing these great friends. Never did I dreamt that this day will come.. How did I even let it happened. How...
What to do. I don't know. There's so many changes in what we used to have, and I guess I'm the only one who is still sticking to 'old rules'. What to do, it's just me. Me, alone.





















