I graduated officially!! 我比YEAH了！

230319: A significant day for me, because I finally graduated!! Attended the ceremony with my 2 important person, my motivators, my supporters, my 知己 (who perfectly understand what I been through in this course).... MY CLASSMATES! 感恩 to have them and known them, I never dare to think I would have friends in Uni. Lol! 

The night before the ceremony, we were still WhatsApping and recalling all the little encounters we had in school... And it’s always the both of them bickering, while I’m the sleepyhead (sleeping time very accurate, never stay awake beyond 7.30pm). 

Assignments are always torturing for us, we hardly can start them early, neither we can submit early. I have to do it alone otherwise I confirmed to be distracted. It always a vicious cycle for us after each assignments to remind ourselves we should never let it happened again, unfortunately it happened almost every semesters until the last one! Hahaha!

I deferred the ceremony so that I can attend the graduation together!! And I sincerely believed that it was a right choice to make, it makes everything more memorable to be together from the start till the “end”! Only then, we treasured this moment even more :)

I know I’m naggy, and people I knew must have seen this many times, still, I like to do it again... to thanks my classmates!!!!!!!!!! Really really glad to have them, this achievement of mine belongs to them toooooooo!!! ^^ also cannot forget my another classmate, Daniel!! He also helped me a lot too especially the group presentation!! 谢谢你们!! 很开心!!

Not forgetting my family, last minutes I told them still tried to make it. Oops. I hope they are proud of me toooooo!! (I paid everything myself~! And I cleared my debt before I completed my course *super proud*)

Mummy no chance to take leave, so ended up we had dinner together LOL!

Lastly, since I posted this on FB before, shall not say much on this. Wanna to say to my comrade: 我做到了!! I almost gave up!! I tried to make it possible and changed school... such a joy to be able to accomplish this mission partly for you!!! 这旅程真的不容易！Hope you feel comforted and be safe where ever you are! #你那里好吗？

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Closer to my goal!!!

Dinner-supper after last exams at HDL! Thank you ladies!! :) It has been great to have both of you around!

Yohoooo~~! I just finished my last 2nd semester of exams, felt kind of excited!! And long awaited graduation is finally drawing near :D If everything is continuously going on well, I will be graduating in August this year!

This has been a very long journey, I can be less stressed up and enjoy myself a little before I think of what I can do next! I must really do well and keep going, I have to confess there are a few times I feel like giving up. Quite amazed that nearer to my completion of my course, my comrade's presence is coming back and becoming more oblivious to me. That's how it reminds me not to give up.

It's contradictation that the nearer you are to shore, giving up thoughts are coming up more frequently. Such a jerk! haha!

Last module includes presentation, awww.. I thought I get over with it through current semester.. Nah, didnt happened. Must do well for that! Really need to prepare for presentation, otherwise very jialat.

Last but not least, I definitely like to drill on my trumpet, still not used to it after removal of my braces. JIAYOU!! I really like what I'm doing now *despite knowing I super laggy behind the rest*, I hope I can continue doing it and can be fully independent!!!

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I hope to pull it through all of the commitments I have on hand.. JIAYOU!!

Here I am, it seems my blog is going a little blank now.. Of course I'm not forgetting the existence of my blog! Just that it's going a little hectic nowadays... Oh well~~ And why am I here? Because I managed to take leave on 6 - 7 June! And I'm off on 5 & 8 June.. Which means.. I'm away from work from wednesday - Saturday! That's why I can take some time out to update my blog! ^^ Check up my overdue 'updates'! Apologise if some is not very detailed, since the event has been quite far back.

180513: Meet up with coursemates! - Rene, ralph, KC, Yongji & peter

WEEE! Finally, yongji is back from his sea trip! Cant imagine he has to go out of sea like so often and long la~~ His social life sure very hard to balance ba.. Cause time is not enough! LOL! But it was cool that the 6 of us can meet again! It has been a long long time!! :) So glad to get together and really starts the nonsense going again! Wah.. Missed the time when we were in poly talking all the jokes~~ and laugh together with no worries... 

Yeah! Yongji bought candy for me! :D Please remember to take care of yourself out there! ^^

These few people, damn funny hor! Complained and complained... Say dont like to eat this and that, then one of us cannot eat cheese... LOL! But still, accommodate each other and settle on.. Carls Jr! LOL! The joke part is when both yongji and KC deciding on the food. Rene not eating lunch, so she has no comment. I think for both peter and I, as long as it's food.. Any food doesnt matter. Because ralph was late, so only left with the 5 of us walking around to source for food. We just follow the 'problematic' kids...

We watched FAST & FURIOUS 6 together!! :D I didnt know it was quite interesting! But the ending I dont get it as I didnt catch the first 5 movies... As usual, ralph got lots of thing to say after the movie.. I will name it as "Ralph's after Movie Review" - (RMR) from now on.

The guys not very friendly, keep maligning me that I have movie at Marina Square is because I have motive. Cause I can go for my NDP straight after the movie, but the truth is because it is more centralise for all of us... We have people from the west and north ma... So sad, they dont know my 用心... Sobs. But sorry guys and da sao, I really wanted to pei you all to the end.. But I dont want to miss my NDP as well, please dont blacklist me because of this. I know you all still love me! *Big fat smile*

020613: Suyi & Fat Fat

We are here again! Finally received a text from Suyi that we can visit her!! :D Thinking I have Emily, chopstick, huiyan, lysshann, huimin and yahui with me.. But ended up on that day.. Only me, yahui and chopstick. -.- So sad, all defeated by NDP! LOL! I was quite tempted to send a text to suyi that we postpone the visit, however I kept thinking about the snack she's going to prepare for us.. Oh well, who cares if I'm alone or what! Best what, I can have all their attention! So off I go! 

So glad that yahui make it! ^^ I bought grapes and happy meal, while yahui bought pandan cake! 

When we reached her flat, oh~~ I can hear the bells sound! It's fat fat!! She can walk and explore the 'world' on her own now!! She becomes so... different! She totally becomes so shy lor!!! Warm up longer than usual too. Like what her mother said, "she's playing hard to get."

Anyway, Suyi is having her 2nd child now! So glad that she's looking great!! Better than I expected! Because during the time when she was having fat fat, she really looked very tired... I'm just very happy and relieved for her. :D

Suyi still so joke! HAHAHA! Totally pass on her genes to fat fat! Even though I didnt manage to see it, but from the way suyi shared with us! HAHAHA! Joycia quite prideful, when yahui was so excited to play with her and teach her the way to play with the toys. She flipped yahui's hand, so naughty! Rejected yahui's good intention lor. Naughty girl!

Then chopstick came later, when he wants to carry her.. She ran away! LOL! It's very hard to play with her now, since she starts to have her own thinking. Not so easy to.. manipulate.. HA! But thankfully got her cooking toys with her, we can use that to mingle with her! And it really make me laughed upon seeing her way of throwing. She keeps throwing behind her not infront of her. She pronounces potato got accent hor~~ Dont play play! 

Because suyi wants junhu to attend meeting at jimmy's side, and junhu wants fat fat to follow him to find jimmy.. Suyi has no choice to follow as well, because fat fat say, "I will go if mummy accompany eh eh!"  As I wont be tagging along with them, so I ask for a hug from her. She keep running away lor. So sad, but eventually she ran into my open arms lor.. SO CUTE!! ^^

She's just so shy lor.. I even ask her to give him hugs. She rejected. HAHAHA! Even when suyi gives her permission to do so! HA! I'm the only one she hugs willingly~~ LOL! When we were walking over to chopstick's car, joycia suddenly scared and wanted suyi to carry her. But suyi pregnant so cannot, chopstick volunteered but she doesnt want.. When I ask, she opened her arms for me! LOL! Totally melted. Erm, but because she's heavier now.. and taller.. It's very tiring for me! HAHAHA! But it was quite pleasing when suyi told her that she cannot carry her because of her future meimei, she will understand. That's why she turned to us.. me la! Hehs.

Fat fat dont forget me ah! :D

050513: 9th week in NDP trainings

WOOO! So fast! It's already the 9th week since we attended the trainings!! ^^ Really cant wait for NDP to end.. Because I foresee the challenges I have when my studies and NDP comes together!!! :( So at least I cleared my NDP, I wont be so hectic over it.

The past few trainings were quite okay, just feel very frustrated that our group never had full attendance... So really worry that on that day still like that.. Please leh, steady abit! Come leh!

Today was the 3rd training with the costume, thankfully these 3 trainings.. The weather wasnt very hot, in fact it was always raining! But still, I keep perspiring.. What to do, no choice. Currently, I have to practice the movement of handling my costume.. Sorry ah, cannot disclose anything about it. Cause trainers say it's a secret! LOL!

Anyway, today ynez meet us for dinner! :D This girl will only be free for this week as she will be starting her work next week! It has been a few weeks since we meet? But nevertheless, a simple meetup can be quite cool right?

Sigh, really cant wait for 9 August!! As I dont know where I got the courage to make payment for my studies, I cant imagine tons of challenges I will be facing.. Especially when NDP isnt over during my first day of school! Oh no! Fortunately it doesnt clash with my NDP training days, but it clashed with my work. -.- My monthly meeting which is on Monday too! So I have no choice but to seek for my chairman's approval in changing the day to another... If not... I really cant quit my job and study!! If not I got no income to continue my study and I already paid for it. Adding on, my computer may need to be placed in the counter in the future. :( Like seriously, how am I going to juggle from there. So stressful before I start my school! LOL!

Hopefully these are just challenges that I can overcome, I just dont believe I couldnt find any solution for them!!! I'm really determined to get it done! Receive the degree certificate!!! I know it's hard, but I wont know if I can success till I try and try and try! I will never give up even if I'm on the verge of breaking down.. But since I can make it now after my poly, this should be fine too!!!! JIAYOU!!

Alright, that's all I have to say before I headed to my bed. Time check: 1.59am. Before I switched off my computer.. I just want to say that, I really want to treasure everyone around me. I think as long as anyone with 'life', they deserved to be treasured. Cause life is so precious, amazing, prolong and short too. No matter what happened, I do not want to lose anyone at all. Even though we have not spoken with each other for a long long time, but as long as whatever goods you have did for me.. I always remember. Please don't let me have any chance to miss my comrade. Be happy ok? I just want everyone to be happy, if I have did something wrong please tell me ok? I sometimes may have problem coping with some situation, that's my weak point. I admit. 

I love all of you! Hee! Really. Alright!! 2.07am liao! Time to sleep! ^^ Night all! That's all!

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When you believe, with the slightest hope.

Good evening folks, do allow me to spend around 15 - 20 minutes to do a short post before 12am, 7 March 2013. 

I just finished watching Rise of the Guardians! It was a very nice movie with all our childhood memories!! :) And living in a adulthood, I strongly believe how carefree and fortunate to be a child once.

In the movie, the ending of the show really caught my attention. Because it somehow relates, or show I should say it really makes sense to our daily lives... Take a look below!

"There will always be fear."

 It's true! There will always be fear, no matter how you overcome each and everyone fear you used to have, it will still attack us. As I am growing up, frankly speaking, my fear grew too! There's always be fear here and there.. Fear of getting lousy grades for exams, fear of not getting to school on times, fear of not having enough money to spend. These are fears...

But now the fears changed as I grew, I'm fear of getting phone calls from my boss, fear of getting screamed by my chairman, fear of dealing difficult customers, fear of my parents' health, fear of losing again, fear of tomorrow will comes.. It increases. No joke!

"So what? As long as one child believes"

 However, as long as we have the slightest hope of turning all our fear for something we believe it will happen... Eventually we will overcome our fear! Sometimes we do wish that it will not happen, but still! It happened. We were be so down... Like walau, really happened leh! Suay~ 

If, we hold the slightest hope of it turning into our believes, this slightest hope will turn into a source of positive energy that even if the bad outcome hits you, you wouldnt be too affected. As the slightest hope has helped you to be prepared for the worst. Dont you think? Probably your reaction turns out to be: "I knew it will happen!!!"

"We will be here to fight fear"

 It's all in US! Our lives! It's always stay within us! Do fight on, our own fear, our own battle. We should count the number of victories instead of the number of defeats. Hee! It's never easy, I admit. As long as you believe you can do it, your strong belief will turn into motivation to push you on. From there, it's the time when the dawn breaks and sun rise. It's another victory scored! :)

My application fee receipt from UNISIM!

Guess what?? I'm going back to school! The fear of school is coming back again!! LOL! I know taking this course is challenging, especially when my English isnt good enough. I will find myself struggling to do essay perhaps assignment as well. But I believe I can pull it through with a degree cert! Because of my belief, I mustered up courage to take up a course which is based on my interest. Unlike the majority, they are taking up courses which are job-related that can help them in their future. 

It's my belief that I should take up something which I am interested in, it turns out to be MY motivation! :D My motivation to make me 'clicked' on the 'SUBMIT' button to send in my application to the school. It's another step closer to my own fear, however another step of gaining a victory!

What's your belief? Believe, even with the slightest hope. You wouldnt find yourself in despair. ^^

Alright, I over run liao~ LOL! Alright, 4 more minutes to 12am~~ I make it on time though~ Good night! Believe you will have a brand new day! ^^

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