I hope to pull it through all of the commitments I have on hand.. JIAYOU!!

Here I am, it seems my blog is going a little blank now.. Of course I'm not forgetting the existence of my blog! Just that it's going a little hectic nowadays... Oh well~~ And why am I here? Because I managed to take leave on 6 - 7 June! And I'm off on 5 & 8 June.. Which means.. I'm away from work from wednesday - Saturday! That's why I can take some time out to update my blog! ^^ Check up my overdue 'updates'! Apologise if some is not very detailed, since the event has been quite far back.

180513: Meet up with coursemates! - Rene, ralph, KC, Yongji & peter

WEEE! Finally, yongji is back from his sea trip! Cant imagine he has to go out of sea like so often and long la~~ His social life sure very hard to balance ba.. Cause time is not enough! LOL! But it was cool that the 6 of us can meet again! It has been a long long time!! :) So glad to get together and really starts the nonsense going again! Wah.. Missed the time when we were in poly talking all the jokes~~ and laugh together with no worries... 

Yeah! Yongji bought candy for me! :D Please remember to take care of yourself out there! ^^

These few people, damn funny hor! Complained and complained... Say dont like to eat this and that, then one of us cannot eat cheese... LOL! But still, accommodate each other and settle on.. Carls Jr! LOL! The joke part is when both yongji and KC deciding on the food. Rene not eating lunch, so she has no comment. I think for both peter and I, as long as it's food.. Any food doesnt matter. Because ralph was late, so only left with the 5 of us walking around to source for food. We just follow the 'problematic' kids...

We watched FAST & FURIOUS 6 together!! :D I didnt know it was quite interesting! But the ending I dont get it as I didnt catch the first 5 movies... As usual, ralph got lots of thing to say after the movie.. I will name it as "Ralph's after Movie Review" - (RMR) from now on.

The guys not very friendly, keep maligning me that I have movie at Marina Square is because I have motive. Cause I can go for my NDP straight after the movie, but the truth is because it is more centralise for all of us... We have people from the west and north ma... So sad, they dont know my 用心... Sobs. But sorry guys and da sao, I really wanted to pei you all to the end.. But I dont want to miss my NDP as well, please dont blacklist me because of this. I know you all still love me! *Big fat smile*

020613: Suyi & Fat Fat

We are here again! Finally received a text from Suyi that we can visit her!! :D Thinking I have Emily, chopstick, huiyan, lysshann, huimin and yahui with me.. But ended up on that day.. Only me, yahui and chopstick. -.- So sad, all defeated by NDP! LOL! I was quite tempted to send a text to suyi that we postpone the visit, however I kept thinking about the snack she's going to prepare for us.. Oh well, who cares if I'm alone or what! Best what, I can have all their attention! So off I go! 

So glad that yahui make it! ^^ I bought grapes and happy meal, while yahui bought pandan cake! 

When we reached her flat, oh~~ I can hear the bells sound! It's fat fat!! She can walk and explore the 'world' on her own now!! She becomes so... different! She totally becomes so shy lor!!! Warm up longer than usual too. Like what her mother said, "she's playing hard to get."

Anyway, Suyi is having her 2nd child now! So glad that she's looking great!! Better than I expected! Because during the time when she was having fat fat, she really looked very tired... I'm just very happy and relieved for her. :D

Suyi still so joke! HAHAHA! Totally pass on her genes to fat fat! Even though I didnt manage to see it, but from the way suyi shared with us! HAHAHA! Joycia quite prideful, when yahui was so excited to play with her and teach her the way to play with the toys. She flipped yahui's hand, so naughty! Rejected yahui's good intention lor. Naughty girl!

Then chopstick came later, when he wants to carry her.. She ran away! LOL! It's very hard to play with her now, since she starts to have her own thinking. Not so easy to.. manipulate.. HA! But thankfully got her cooking toys with her, we can use that to mingle with her! And it really make me laughed upon seeing her way of throwing. She keeps throwing behind her not infront of her. She pronounces potato got accent hor~~ Dont play play! 

Because suyi wants junhu to attend meeting at jimmy's side, and junhu wants fat fat to follow him to find jimmy.. Suyi has no choice to follow as well, because fat fat say, "I will go if mummy accompany eh eh!"  As I wont be tagging along with them, so I ask for a hug from her. She keep running away lor. So sad, but eventually she ran into my open arms lor.. SO CUTE!! ^^

She's just so shy lor.. I even ask her to give him hugs. She rejected. HAHAHA! Even when suyi gives her permission to do so! HA! I'm the only one she hugs willingly~~ LOL! When we were walking over to chopstick's car, joycia suddenly scared and wanted suyi to carry her. But suyi pregnant so cannot, chopstick volunteered but she doesnt want.. When I ask, she opened her arms for me! LOL! Totally melted. Erm, but because she's heavier now.. and taller.. It's very tiring for me! HAHAHA! But it was quite pleasing when suyi told her that she cannot carry her because of her future meimei, she will understand. That's why she turned to us.. me la! Hehs.

Fat fat dont forget me ah! :D

050513: 9th week in NDP trainings

WOOO! So fast! It's already the 9th week since we attended the trainings!! ^^ Really cant wait for NDP to end.. Because I foresee the challenges I have when my studies and NDP comes together!!! :( So at least I cleared my NDP, I wont be so hectic over it.

The past few trainings were quite okay, just feel very frustrated that our group never had full attendance... So really worry that on that day still like that.. Please leh, steady abit! Come leh!

Today was the 3rd training with the costume, thankfully these 3 trainings.. The weather wasnt very hot, in fact it was always raining! But still, I keep perspiring.. What to do, no choice. Currently, I have to practice the movement of handling my costume.. Sorry ah, cannot disclose anything about it. Cause trainers say it's a secret! LOL!

Anyway, today ynez meet us for dinner! :D This girl will only be free for this week as she will be starting her work next week! It has been a few weeks since we meet? But nevertheless, a simple meetup can be quite cool right?

Sigh, really cant wait for 9 August!! As I dont know where I got the courage to make payment for my studies, I cant imagine tons of challenges I will be facing.. Especially when NDP isnt over during my first day of school! Oh no! Fortunately it doesnt clash with my NDP training days, but it clashed with my work. -.- My monthly meeting which is on Monday too! So I have no choice but to seek for my chairman's approval in changing the day to another... If not... I really cant quit my job and study!! If not I got no income to continue my study and I already paid for it. Adding on, my computer may need to be placed in the counter in the future. :( Like seriously, how am I going to juggle from there. So stressful before I start my school! LOL!

Hopefully these are just challenges that I can overcome, I just dont believe I couldnt find any solution for them!!! I'm really determined to get it done! Receive the degree certificate!!! I know it's hard, but I wont know if I can success till I try and try and try! I will never give up even if I'm on the verge of breaking down.. But since I can make it now after my poly, this should be fine too!!!! JIAYOU!!

Alright, that's all I have to say before I headed to my bed. Time check: 1.59am. Before I switched off my computer.. I just want to say that, I really want to treasure everyone around me. I think as long as anyone with 'life', they deserved to be treasured. Cause life is so precious, amazing, prolong and short too. No matter what happened, I do not want to lose anyone at all. Even though we have not spoken with each other for a long long time, but as long as whatever goods you have did for me.. I always remember. Please don't let me have any chance to miss my comrade. Be happy ok? I just want everyone to be happy, if I have did something wrong please tell me ok? I sometimes may have problem coping with some situation, that's my weak point. I admit. 

I love all of you! Hee! Really. Alright!! 2.07am liao! Time to sleep! ^^ Night all! That's all!

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Another journey has began!

200413: 3rd & last NDP training at Kranji Camp!

Yes! 2nd year of NDP has began, and I strongly believed that it will be more challenging than before! Why? Because I have more commitment this year, with work and maybe studies too. 

This month has been a crazy month, attending NDP on saturday night and woke up early in the morning for dragonboat the next day, and work followed by violin in the late afternoon which I used my dinner hour to do so. OMG! But I couldnt commit to dragonboat as I really missed out lots of practice before our competition. So.. LOL! I decided to focus on my NDP then.

Emily and I have attended NDP for the 3rd times!! ^^ It's quite a breakthrough for us.. Erm, not a big one.. This year's NDP is quite different from the previous one.. From a small group of 12 we were in 2011, now.. we are in a big group of 40? It's hard to know each and everyone of us. And with emily so far back, I couldnt really have the chance to entertain her. Feel quite worried as she is the woman who doesnt talk to anyone only when someone talk to her first, so now I must chant everyone starts talking to her first! LOL!

3rd & last training at Kranji Camp! Our tee is our motivation - I know right, dont give up!

This NDP is so much of counting!! I dont think we will be running much~~ Awww, waste a chance of exercising! LOL! Though we know that since we were the front few row, we have predicted our moves to be very little! HA! Border of the whole LCD ma~~ What to do.

It's so much exciting in term of the number of comrades are together with us! Like Jinsi, Lyshann, Huiyan, Wilson and Junhu! Cant wait to see myself, as in our item to be shown on TV! Even though it's only the 3rd training.. But I really want to see how well we have done leh! HAHAHA! I'm sure we will do it well! :)

This coming Saturday we will be moving to Marina float bay! I can look out for aswandy xiao mei le! LOL! Sad-ed that Ralph didnt manage to help out this year, if not I also can see him! HEE! Of course, all these have to be made possible with numerous of DMK! I really must chant that my awesome boss can really help me with the time table every weeks and every months.. which will allow me not to miss any of my trainings! Mr Lim, I know you always want us to prioritise with our work, but this year NDP.. I really looking forward to each training!!! So please, I promise I will work even harder after my training ok? HAHAHA!

This year 2013's NDP has to be as successful as 2011! HUAT AH! ^^

220413: Left Wisdom 'Teeth' Extraction Day. Boo..

Yesterday I just had my wisdom tooth extraction.. Both teeth from my left side, OMG! I almost died.. As in, it was so scary and I dont know where I get the courage to go on my own! I totally fogotten about the anesthetic injection and I totally have no time to fear for it and it already inserted to my gum. I was like.. O.O 

Before the surgery, I am filled with fear.

 The bottom extraction took around 1hour plus!! It was so scary when I saw the dentist with the scalpel!!! I guess, he use it to cut my gum!! Most of the time I closed my eyes!! I was so scared! The pulling of the tooth was even more frightening! Though I cant feel the pain, but I feel the aching-ness of my cheek, dont know if it's because of the long period of opening my mouth. LOL!

After the surgery, I felt so swollen on my left cheek. And I was so scared at the bloody 3 cotton wools in my mouth!!

And the 2nd injection came for my upper tooth.. It was more PAINFUL than the bottom one!!! I was struggling when the dentist told me it almost came off but I squeaked. LOL! I told him it was painful and he finds it weird, so he put more anesthetic to stop the pain. And surprisingly, it came off like 10 minutes ONLY! The dentist then explained to me that I felt the pain of the extraction due to the root of my tooth which is curve!! It hooked my gum la! Tsk.

And guess what???? I have my very first stitches in my.. mouth! LOL! You can see from the picture below, those black colour thingy are my stitches! Heng I did not feel any pain after the surgery! I only feel it's aching and sore.. I felt light after the surgery! LOL! The dentist gave me 5 days MC, however I think I will go back on thursday for work.. I dont like to see my table pilling more than it used to! I will go half day PM shift! LOL! At least clear some of those.. LOL!

I hate for the 2nd surgery to come. Tsk. Since my right side wasnt pain.. Perhaps I still can wait~~ LOL! Today's the 2nd day, cant chew too long as it will make my gum damn aching and tired. But quite amazed that I still can eat normal food! Erm, not hard and not too big! LOL! Cant wait for it to recover and stuff myself with all the delicious food.. But.. OMG! Next monday has to remove stitches.. I SCARE SIA! LOL! More more dmk liao! Ok, that's all folk! It's a very gross post, I know~~ But what to do? It's part and parcel of my life that I want to note it down! My very first tooth surgery! LOL! Anyway, good night! It's time to clean my stitches! :D

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Again, 我们又到了尽头。

Yesterday was my last training in my very first NDP performance... AWWWW! Dont know what to say. I once did feel sad because of NDP, I really missed out lots of meetup with my friends. I once did feel tired because of NDP, I have to juggle with my work. I once did feel confuse because of NDP, because I do not have an actual reason from joining it. LOL! BUTTT!! I never regretted joining it. At times, I hated the trainers! But together in my own group! I enjoyed myself! I was glad to have a very awesome trainer!!!!

I feel sorry towards my friends, sorry that I again, fly aeroplanessss. I DID TRY! I REALLY DID! But the timing dont allow me at all.. Working OTs almost every single day, and having NDP on saturday, I only left with Sunday. Frustration do just came to meeee!!

But anyway, through this period of 'training'... I think I learnt lots of thing. haha! Just want to have my time back! I NEED THEM! I WANT THEM! LOL! I will miss my NDP kakees sia! :( Let's really do well for the actual day! And have full attendance so that all our choreographers will dance for us! LOL! JIAYOU!

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I'M SOoOoOOoOOooo.. TIED UP!

260711: Tuesday meet up with army boy-to-be!!! ^^

Suppose to have aswandy and gina as well, but... cause they were kind of worn out after their work so we proceeded on to meet ralph! HUHUHU~~

We are the retarded siblings

We had our dinner at this very cool Japanese resturant? Or should I say like a zichar kind of place... LOL! But it sells all Japanese cusine! :) It's our first time dining there! WAHAHA! 我的第一次，献给了他们... LOL! Da sao suggested and we do not mind taking a look, that's how we ended up there!

After that we slacked around, while da sao was looking through some things~ That's the time when we start taking pictures! ^^

EEE! Hello kitty, the monster without mouth.

Ralph: Hello kitty is smelling my armpit. :D

When I wanted to bite the monster without a mouth! LOL!

We found a spot to take pictures TOGETHER! The 4 of us! HAHA!


Ralph, rene, me and peter!



Smalleyes, me, da sao and korkor~



That night, da sao tempted me to drink KOI sia.. But it was quite late, so I managed to hold down 50% of my temptation and only bought a small cup instead of a large cup! LOL! ^^

240711: A night webcam with korkor!

A random MSN pop up from korkor~~~ LOL! And he was trying to get as many people to video cam with him! -.- And it took me some times before I accepted it! LOL! The most amazing part was that the both of us were wearing national day tee! HEEHEE!

Soon, he's going to enlist liao. Brother~ I'm waiting for some juicy ghost stories yo~~ LOL!

230711: NE 3 show with huimin, krystal and ynez!
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~ Thank you ynez low!! You really saved my life! She was awesome to meet me at my timing so that I can pass her the ticket which krystal needs. In the end, she was like so early to reach at the city hall while huimin still at home! [>.<] Sorry ynez, you are the best!! Hee! She gave me and emily egg mayo sandwich sia! WOOOO! LOVED!

 

I was late for my make up session again, so I have to trouble my trainer tto do for me. But the trainer told me to ask cindy for help instead. I was like.. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO... LOL! But eventually, Grace helped me together with .. cindy. LOL!



Cecilia was complaining the amount of chilli flakes she put on her pizza.. and she mentioned she can be part of the 'Chilli' group! LOL!

After the performance, while waiting to be dismissed from the stage.. We played too too train. But was scolded by one of our trainers. WAHHHH!! WHY CANNOT PLAY??!! LOL! In the end, we played by running in circles INDIVIDUALLY!

We were playing happily, taking pictures excitedly.. till grace called us that someone is looking for us! IT WAS HUIMIN, YNEZ AND KRYSTAL! LOL! They spotted us when we did jumpshotsss! LOL! Nice~

In HQ...

With mini dou~

With xiaoxiao guo!

Our awesome dinner! NO MORE PACKED FOOOOD OF MIXED RICE! LOL!

In Popeyes having supper TOGETHER!

With krystal as well!!! AHHH! SO HAPPY!

On the way back home!

On the way back to the MRT... Ynez kept reminding about the time when we went for Sensei Video at HQ together with huimin and emily too.. She took huimin's bag and renact the part when tissue aunty will do... JITAO LOL!!! Cause really look alike, just that on that day she wore Nike shoe with both Sexy Diamond top and bottom la! Where got people sell tissue still can wear till this way! HAAA! I laughed till I cry sia~

Sorry girls, I didnt mean to be so siao! Or what la~ Just cant control maaaa... So long never laughed till like that liao~ :)

So glad that we have friends who supported ussss!! Really appreciated it! HAHA! It's so fun! My journey of NDP! Let's end it with a wonderful memories alright?? ^^, Eh comrade! MUST CHEER FOR ME HORRR!

210711: Harry potter with my RPSD kakees! [emily, huimin and ynez!]
WEEEE!! So thankful I have no report after work, which means no OT!! YESYESYES!! CAN GO MOVIE WITH MY SOKA KAKEES!! Which it has been a long time since I meet them le.. So sorry! Really thankful that I have time with them, though it may be only a few hours together!!! 

I dont know why, my plate came in to be the LARGEST! And they just LOL me when it came... -.-

Emily, ynez, huimin and me!

Dont know why, the 3 of them had the same pose! LOL! So focus sia!

We watched Harry Potter! LOL! At cineleisure... I was sitting beside ynez, she damn joke! LOL! She kept saying voldemort very ugly!! LOL! The part when voldemort and harry potter touched each other face, both of us laughed like siao because I keep saying like the ugly face of his! LOL! But it seriously looked damn ewwww~ LOL!

Our stupid facesssss~ LOL!

Dont know why they sian sian.. BUT I'M NOT!

Huimin, emily and ynez!

Sorry, didnt we mentioned we from drama club? LOL! I also forget why we did this funny pose ~~ HA!

 A wonderful night with them which take my tired-ness away!!  AWESOME LEH!! Thank you ladies~!

200711: Transformer-ed with smalleyes~

Thinking I'm the last noob who still havent transform-ed! LOL! Supposingly, Ralph and da sao going with us.. But.. -.- I think time dont allow us to do so.. Damn sad at first, I thought cannot go watch liao.. But after appearing very sad, peter agreed to watch shiol~ HAA! But of course, there's no free lunch. -.- Couldnt 'sour' him... Cause he has a triumph card. NOOOOoOoO... 

We went to Marina Square to watch, but we still have time, so ended in the arcade! Seeing those people playing soccer game, reminds me of yongji sia! He damn pro with that, he jitao managed all the stages with just a token sia!! HAHA! Whereas for peter, only one word to describe him la~ 'Noob'! HA!

I noticed something, drinks cannot be entrusted to him sia!! Previously, when we had our lunch at Mac, he poured his lemon tea out! As in dropped first.. This time, he did it too! HAHA! He dropped the whole cup of coke! Jitao damn joke lor!

The spongebob pouch which he used!!!

The movie was nice lorrr!! haha! I still like the way when the autobots transform!! Like cool only with the sound effect! WEEE~~~ Very sad when bumble bee going to be executed!!! But fortunate he was saved!! SO CUTE LORR! optimus prime also very stylo milo without one of his arm~ haha!

Dinner first then home-ed! Conclusion, yueming transformer-ed! HAA! Definitely not into a pig la~

160711: NE 2 show!

WOOOO! Our 2nd actual performance! Of course, it ended up with a VICTORY!!! LOL! Good job, well done GIRLS and LADIES!

After our performance at the platform! :D

As usual, I went there late lor cause of work. Since late le, so have lunch first then go to HQ for reporting. I was extremely tired!! Doing chanting for an hour, I think I will die~ LOL!

 

Shana, emily, ash and me!

I'm lazy to talk liao~ LOL! Let's the pictures do the telling ba! :)

In the HQ, emily. who are you looking at?

HEH! Who's the girl sleeping ah?

After the performance at the platform!

In the train on the way home after supper!! YEAH!

The awesome 3 musketeers!

Home sweet home! ^^

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So tired, dance steps changed again.

Hmm, just feeling lousy after ndp training... Freaky tired and upset over myself. Why health karma always show up to me... Why???? Just only run for a few times, I sprained my foot. Just spinned for a few rounds, I sprained my back. Walau, seriously what is this.

And now, something just triggered me. I can't help but to think back what had happened. Sighs. Why. :( so tired. If I have a choice, I wish to really fly away from where I am. Fly fly~ if only. :(

Thanks mummy, because of her I am able to surf the net while she helped me wash my white tops... Alright, I shall head to my bed and hopefully tomorrow will be in lesser pain physically and mentally as well.

Yueming, good night.

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My favourite sunday... which turns out to be the one and only!

AHHHHHH!!!! LOL! I miss you man, blogger~~ Totally couldnt fork out any time for blogging... Monday to friday, jitao one whole day stayed at MOE to do work.. OT like free for us~ Saturday morning to noon also has to go for work.. After my work, I still have to attend my NDP.. Yes yes... NDP has been taking up lots of my time!! [>.<] I feel so sad, bad and stuck in a dilemma.. Whenever my friends came calling for me, I always said, "But then I have work, OT maybe as well..." or "Cannot la, I have NDP..."

The mode like a bright only lor! HAHA! We all look smart ah! ^^

I seek for everyone's understanding, that this is only my peak period. As I wanted to use this NDP to search for my mission in life, as well as transforming all the karmas I have committed into something valuable!!!! Like value creating lor!!! I just want to make sure everyday of my life, is really the fullest. Although I felt tired, and thinking that I have already at my max.. But somehow, I know that there are still some more that I can do. I want to really expand my life lor. HAHA! LIKE EXPAND TILL LIKE A FAT FAT! ^^

Working life is so tiring and endless cycle, thankfully I working with a bunch of jokers! :) I'm so glad!!!! Despite the huge amount of work loads that Jennifer throw to me, I'm still glad when the jokes start again. Yes, I did complain to myself why I have to do so much.. But, I did receive helps as well... :) I'm so thankful as well, cause we are just a full time temporary staff there, but our supervisors treated us not too bad! Especially Liza! :D She's like our mother!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAA! She has been a great supervisor who guided us well! :) THANK YOU! HAHA! I will treasure this period well! As I doubt we have any chances to work with one another again! *sobs*

Last saturday NDP: cecilia, me, caroline, shiting, jaymie, emily and shana!

Now, it has been the 2nd week of July.. Soon, it will be the actual day of National Day..... AHHHH! Like a nervous only.. We have started our with NE SHOW.. It's getting more challenging because we have additional piece of shit on our head. -.- Some trainers say we look nice, but others say we look like sotong.. WHAT IS THIS??? THAT PIECE OF SHIT ONLY HINDER ME FROM RUNNING PROPERLY AND ALSO PREVENT ME FROM FINDING MY MARKERS ON THE FLOOR LOR.. Jitao so worried that the stupid thing will fall.. -.- Yea, our make up jitao like... Sweet only lor. HAHA! Pink colour eyes shadow sia~ But cause yueming very hand itchy and perspire easily.. so the make up came off quite fast for me! WAHAHAHA! I didnt mean to. [>.<]

While waiting for our bus to take us AWAY~~~

I love shana's one sided dimple! hehehe!

The incomplete power ranger! Claudia went missing! LOL!

As times go, I realised that cecilia is such a joker compared to myself!! HA!

The unforgotten star: Kungfu Guo

Jaymie is such a happy fruit in our group! Thank you for all the joke sia! :D

HEH! Shi ting very nice, never give us away and even took us in as well!

Reached F1 pit, with felicia already waiting at our holding area! :) YEA!!!

Finally after our performance.. -.- Like a chui lor.

Polariod we took last last saturday! :) Before our performance!

And also after our performance! haha! Not too much changes ba? HA!

Hoping for the best in every performance! I do not want to be the 'unique' tea cup that is easily being spotted yo~~ HAHA! OK! Time to shoo off to bed! ^^ NIGHTS! ANOTHER DAY TOMORROW! JIAYOU!

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