And recently, we knew that one of our well respected Sisters is in the midst of fighting her own battle. We know too well she fought hard enough, so hard that it breaks our hearts. After seeing her in that current state, no reason but still hopes she can return to that full spirited sister we all know. Felt so sad and helpless to see cancer patients lying there waiting for their last moment, people like us are unable to help... There were so many of us! Singing and praising were filled in the room, while both Huimin and I were chanting in our hearts...
It's must be terrible to see their loved ones lying there suffering, and I can't imagine the pain and torture both the patient and family are enduring... Can't imagine how my comrade went through it 7 years ago.. And my another comrade who been through similar experience who must been hoping and praying like crazy to allow her father to survive this, crying helplessly too... After being part of it, it's even harder to imagine now.
These thoughts really stirred "real shit" in my mind now, all I want now is for family & friends around me to stay healthy & safe. I'm selfish, and I cannot afford to lose any of them. I can't. The next time I don't know how long it will takes.
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